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Download or read book MY ENDLESS TEARS written by Smooth Kurdit and published by SMOOTH KURDIT. This book was released on 2021-01-01 with total page 541 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: My endless tears tell three convergence intertwining stories, both of which centre on Smooth Kurdit, a young man of Abyei village of southern Kurdufan in South Sudan. first of these stories trace Smooth’s fall from graces with a conflicting nation in which he lives, and its catastrophic purity of death and economic weakness provides us with unforgettable tragedy about the immemorial conflicts between the two largest tribes Nuer and Dinka. the second story, which is as modern as the longest civil war between Sudan and South Sudan and which elevates the book to the tragic plane, concerns the clashes of tribes and destructions of Smooth’s homeland through the open fire and massive killing of innocent folks. The third story is about the victorious independence which the people of South Sudan yearn for two decades. MY ENDLESS TEARS is the most illuminating and permanent moment we have to the rehabilitation of the new South Sudan, as seen internally.
Book Synopsis So Pretty.... so Many Tears by : Rose Portillo
Download or read book So Pretty.... so Many Tears written by Rose Portillo and published by Author House. This book was released on 2011-12-02 with total page 290 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This book was written out of the feelings and some of the most sadness out of the depths of my heart and soul. It contains feelings from different times and many events of my life. So Pretty, So Many Tears has poems from many different emotions I have felt throughout my life. Some of the poems that are written in this book were written when I was 16 years old, although I have been writing since I was much younger, when I had already been physically and emotionally abused! Then I lost "The Love Of My Life." I fell in love with Tony when I was 12 years old. We got together when I was 16 and then we separated for a few years because of my family. We got back together when I turned 24 and he was 25 years old. A couple of days before he turned 27 years old, he passed away; yes, I lost my love, I lost my life, hence I lost my mind. When I finally gave my whole self to him and finally stopped worrying about what my family felt about him. Ever since then I have been truly going through years of so much denial of his death, self conviction and guilt over what happened and how it happened. I sank into the "Abyss of my empty soul," and I didn't want to be found because I knew deep inside if I found myself deep within my secretly wounded heart, I would realize and find out that I lost the only love I had ever had. He was my only friend and I knew that I would lose my mind if I ever lost him. There was no way that I wanted to live in this ugly world without him by my side, and I had told him that I would never be afraid of anything not even the end of the world, so long as he was there by my side even when the end of the world was occurring. I have been abused most of my life, first by my mother, then by my older brother, then later on when I got married to someone else other than my true love; I went through some inner hell tortures as well as physical tortures, with my husband always on drugs, such as heroine, crystal meth, and crack cocaine; when I didn't even know what all that stuff was or what it did to someone. Anyhow, the book contains all of my dreadful, melancholic, horrific details of just how much I had lost my mind. For I truly did lose my mind when Tony left my world. The only thing I had to stay alive for was my children that I already had and when "The One I Loved" left my world, I went insane but I didn't even know it, and neither did anyone else for that matter. I really didn't know how to handle living life without Tony. I needed to learn how to live again not only for myself but for my children, and the book does indeed hold the deepest fears, tears, and loves in my life. The book contains so many feelings tears and love and as one person put it, "So Pretty So Many Tears" when the tears wouldn't stop and how I couldn't stop thinking of and wanting to die! Like I said, I actually really lost my mind. There are many different poems in this book; some are regarding abuse, death, love, reincarnation and even living with physical pain as I do now and have been ever since the year of 2001; it seems as if once the denial stopped and the admission of Tony being dead occurred, the pain and suffering I had secretly been feeling in my heart and my soul, suddenly spurted out of me and showed and was now felt physically. For the secret I was holding within me was the secret I withheld even from my own self and that was that Tony was dead. I was full of secrets all of my life, first I held the secret from my family the love I had for Tony; he was my secret love. Then, I held the biggest secret from myself; the death of Tony's body but not the death of my love for him. There are also some poems from my granddaughter Vanessa Espitia and from two of my daughters, Desiree Grace and Princess Anna, both of whom I encourage to write all their thoughts and feelings from their heart, if that is what they want to do. Most of my 12 children are blessed with the talents of writing and art; along with some of my grandchildren. So Pretty
Book Synopsis The Genesis of the Bible by : Shaka Saye Bambata Dolo
Download or read book The Genesis of the Bible written by Shaka Saye Bambata Dolo and published by AuthorHouse. This book was released on 2012-03-06 with total page 823 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This book is about Christianity, Islam, Judaism, and how the Arabs and Europeans took these Afrikan Religious Belief Systems from ancient Egypt, North Afrika and used them during The Trans-Sahara Afrikan Slave Trade by the Arabs in the name of Allah, and followed by The Transatlantic Afrikan Slave Trade by the Europeans in the name of Jesus, to enslave the bodies, minds, and souls of the Afrikan Race. This book is about the Jesus Deception that has been passed on down through history by European historians, that is still being taught around the world today. This book takes a provocative intellectual, scholastic, historical, cultural, and sociological look at the Bible. This book identifies the names of the translators of the King James Bible of 1611 A. D., and when the chapters and verses in the Bible were created and who created them. The purpose of this book is to expose the historical, cultural, sociological, religious and theological lies of the Europeans and the Arabs. This book reveals the truth of the origination of The Bible, as There Is No Religion Higher Than The Truth. Join me in an intellectual odyssey through time. Here, I feel like a Lone Warrior standing before a mighty army. Come with me on this perilous pilgrimage as we travel through a parallel universe. I dedicate this book to my mother and father who gave me life. To the rest of my Native Afrikan family for supporting me and encouraging me on this publishing venture. To the Heavenly Father, without whom none of this would be possible. There are others I would also like to thank for being a part of helping me through this journey called Life, such as my professors at the Alabama State University where many a great scholars paths I have crossed. To my American family and friends in Mobile, Alabama who nurtured and taught me from childhood to adulthood. The many friends and colleagues I met in my travels all across America in my intellectual journey, and last but certainly not least, to my publisher for granting me the opportunity to speak to many all around the world in this forum. I am eternally indebted to you all-Thank you.
Book Synopsis Poetical Quotations from Chaucer to Tennyson by : Samuel Austin Allibone
Download or read book Poetical Quotations from Chaucer to Tennyson written by Samuel Austin Allibone and published by . This book was released on 1873 with total page 790 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt:
Book Synopsis Poetical Quotations from Chaucer to Tennyson by : S. Austin Allibone
Download or read book Poetical Quotations from Chaucer to Tennyson written by S. Austin Allibone and published by BoD – Books on Demand. This book was released on 2023-12-13 with total page 786 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Reprint of the original, first published in 1875. The publishing house Anatiposi publishes historical books as reprints. Due to their age, these books may have missing pages or inferior quality. Our aim is to preserve these books and make them available to the public so that they do not get lost.
Book Synopsis Urdu Texts and Contexts by : C. M. Naim
Download or read book Urdu Texts and Contexts written by C. M. Naim and published by Orient Blackswan. This book was released on 2004 with total page 296 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Chiefly on Urdu poetry.
Download or read book Always on My Mind written by Megan Henry and published by ReadHowYouWant.com. This book was released on 2015-04-01 with total page 366 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Captivating and inspiring, Always On My Mind is an unforgettable account of one woman's search for peace during her darkest hours. Set in outback Western Australia, Megan Henry is thrust in to the Indigenous and Maori cultures that surround her, intertwined with the complex history of Australia's shearing industry. Blinded by naïve youth, Megan fails to see that some loves must come at an unimaginable cost. Her delicate heart, her independence and her sanity were all called in to question as her relationship and her life manifest into unhealable pain. In her spiralling demise; anorexia, addiction and suicide became her saviour.
Book Synopsis Kisses from Momma by : Shirley Thomas
Download or read book Kisses from Momma written by Shirley Thomas and published by Covenant Books, Inc.. This book was released on 2023-11-29 with total page 99 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: No parent is ever prepared to hear the devastating words that your child has died. Regardless of their age, the cause, or the circumstances, the heart of a mother is not equipped to handle those forever life-altering statements, nor the events that follow. Kisses from Momma is a collection of letters to a mother's son, who died unexpectedly at the age of twenty-six. It is the heartfelt thoughts that pounded in her mind and heart day and night as she pondered how to do life in such an unknown world that she suddenly became a part of, with no warning. Sharing her thoughts in letters to her son seemed to bring some balance back into her life. Now she wants to share them with others who continue to struggle with the day-to-day issues of dealing with not having their child/children present in their lives. Every parent who has survived and overcome the death of a child is a lifetime member of a club they never asked to be a part of. There is no rewind, no refusal, and no alterations to the inclusion of the club. As a born-again believer, this author chose to trust her Lord and Savior to help her not only survive the death of her beloved Toby but to be an overcomer of it. Her hope is that each reader, whether a mother, daddy, sibling, grandparent, friend, or any other survivor, each one will discover there is indeed a way to overcome the physical loss of a child. His name is Jesus Christ.
Book Synopsis Den Where I Cry by : David Anthony Daniels
Download or read book Den Where I Cry written by David Anthony Daniels and published by AuthorHouse. This book was released on 2022-06-30 with total page 259 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Thirteen years ago, I led a very dark and disturbing life, and I was suffering severely with mental illness and drug addiction. During this dark period of my life, I isolated myself from my family, friends and the world in my little den on Long Island. While I was in my “Den of Darkness” I did something else besides drugs and drinking, I sat at my desk and wrote poetry. Hundreds and hundreds of poems that stored in my desk top computer. These poems were not written in a proper state of mind. Unfortunately, because of the mind set I was in at that time, my poetry is very dark and disturbing, but when I think about it -- isn’t Batman dark and disturbing? These poems describe the way I felt when I lived in my “Den Where I Cried.”
Download or read book Silent Expressions written by Sin Raws and published by Xlibris Corporation. This book was released on 2009-05-27 with total page 141 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: When life gets rough, it either makes you or breaks you. In the solitude of prison, so far away from the natural elements, you discover much about yourself and others, behind and beyond these iron bars and concrete walls. Observation, Perseverance, Patience and Implementation becomes your dearest companions and assist enhancing your knowledge and answers all questions concerning your inner and outer surroundingsincluding yourself! Growing within by accepting the facts of reality, seeing and understanding that the meanings of words no longer has one or two meanings. The meaning of a word is how you define and describe it to your life. Overcoming all impossibilities only to be hindered by invisible stagnation with the only avenue to keep from going insane is to calmly exercise the mental by placing your thoughts and feelings somewhere you can set yourself free. Ive chosen my somewhere on paper and call itSilent Expressions. Silent Expressions is whats on my mind, which became my life in this world of mine. Its a deep thoughtful masterpiece and insight of my maturity, streetness, urbaness, and reality acceptance of this cold, cruel and sometimes sweet world, as my emotions and thoughts overflow and spill out in abundance, poetically. Loyalty, betrayal, hate, love, family, friends and hidden agendasthe true feelings of others that they seek to hide behind kind words and smiles but ultimately manifest through their actions, attempting to camouflage and perplex the molestation of facts and common sense that most hurry to deny through word semantics. Many people may want to shout their opinions, yell out their facts or express it the best way they can . . . Ive chosen to silently express mines through this collection of what I label urban poetry. So I invite you all into my mind, life and world silently through . . . SILENT EXPRESSIONS. -- Author Sin Raws
Download or read book Off Season written by Anne Rivers Siddons and published by Grand Central Publishing. This book was released on 2008-08-13 with total page 368 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER "One doesn't read Anne Rivers Siddons's books. One dwells in them." - Chicago Tribune For as long as she can remember, they were Cam and Lilly--happily married, totally in love with each other, parents of a beautiful family, and partners in life. Then, after decades of marriage, it ended as every great love story does...in loss. After Cam's death, Lilly takes a lone road trip to her and Cam's favorite spot on the remote coast of Maine, the place where they fell in love over and over again, where their ghosts still dance. There, she looks hard to her past--to a first love that ended in tragedy; to falling in love with Cam; to a marriage filled with exuberance, sheer life, and safety-- to try to figure out her future. It is a journey begun with tender memories and culminating in a revelation that will make Lilly re-evaluate everything she thought was true about her husband and her marriage.
Book Synopsis Daybreak in My Soul by : M'lyssa Layne
Download or read book Daybreak in My Soul written by M'lyssa Layne and published by Lulu.com. This book was released on 2006-11-01 with total page 146 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: An original collection of poetry by M'lyssa Layne which journeys through struggles with divorce, single parenthood, death, reconnection with life and new love. Rediscover the joys of life and love through this modern poetry collection.
Book Synopsis Chinese Women Writers on the Environment by : Dong Isbister
Download or read book Chinese Women Writers on the Environment written by Dong Isbister and published by McFarland. This book was released on 2020-08-31 with total page 246 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The stories, prose and poems in this anthology offer readers a unique and generous array of women's experiences in China. In a world that is rapidly modernizing, these writings attempt to reconcile with the ever-changing people, plants, beasts and environment. After five years of painstaking collection and translation, the authors present these stories of strength and sadness, defiance and resilience, urban and village life, from the days of the cultural revolution to the present. Whether a house full of hawks and eagles, a stubborn cow, or a defiant elderly couple sabotaging a lumber operation, these stories express powerful visions of the earth interwoven with human memory.
Book Synopsis Four Seasons of T'ang Poetry by : John C.H. Wu
Download or read book Four Seasons of T'ang Poetry written by John C.H. Wu and published by Tuttle Publishing. This book was released on 1989-12-15 with total page 277 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This substantial collection of Tang Dynasty poetry includes extensive commentary and notes—offering insight into this rich literary heritage. "Stretching out my hand I feel the pulse of the stars," wrote Li Po, one of the most famous of the T'ang dynasty poets. This superlative study of the Golden Age of Chinese poetry, based on nearly 50,000 poems written by more than 2,000 poets, captures not only the pulse of that period but also the spirit and soul. Of this Tang blossoming, Dr. Wu says that for nearly thirteen centuries after Christ, poetry in Europe, with the exception of Juvenal, kept a death–like silence. It hibernated so long that when it woke up again in the person of Dante, the last poetic voice it could remember was that Virgil. It seems though Mother Earth purposely rocked Europe to sleep for some time that she might teach Asia to sing. These poetic interpretations, including comparisons with many Western poets such as Shakespeare and T.S. Eliot, represent a remarkable scholarly achievement.
Book Synopsis Jerusalem Delivered by : Torquato Tasso
Download or read book Jerusalem Delivered written by Torquato Tasso and published by . This book was released on 1907 with total page 362 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt:
Book Synopsis Godfrey of Bulloigne, Or, The Recovery of Jerusalem by : Torquato Tasso
Download or read book Godfrey of Bulloigne, Or, The Recovery of Jerusalem written by Torquato Tasso and published by . This book was released on 1845 with total page 528 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt:
Book Synopsis The World's Greatest Literature by :
Download or read book The World's Greatest Literature written by and published by . This book was released on 1901 with total page 488 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt:
