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Book Synopsis Hiding Behind My Smile by : Joe Hopfer
Download or read book Hiding Behind My Smile written by Joe Hopfer and published by Joe Hopfer. This book was released on 2020-09-02 with total page 117 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Smiles mean we are happy right? Have you ever smiled when you were sad, when you felt like your life was falling apart, or even when you were angry? If so, you are living your life hiding behind your smile. When I lost my son to suicide, I was not living a good life, in fact, I was living life hiding behind my smile. One day, I woke up tired living this way, and went on a journey to find out if there was more in life and I discovered there are many people living this way. If you are one of them, I invite you to learn about the journey I took to make my life something that I never thought it could be.
Book Synopsis The Pain Hidden behind My Smile by : KJ Harden
Download or read book The Pain Hidden behind My Smile written by KJ Harden and published by Page Publishing Inc. This book was released on 2022-11-03 with total page 233 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Karla was a misguided youth who witnessed everything that she was supposed to be protected from. Growing up without a father in her life and a mother who didn't know how to show her love forced her to go out into the world unprepared for the realities of it. She became a mother at the age of eighteen by a man who was six years older with children. Although she never felt love at home, she still opened herself up to the possibilities of being loved and loving someone in return. That search led her to a young man whom she eventually spent eight years of her life with and shared two more children together. During their time together she suffered from mental, physical, and emotional abuse, causing her to finally get up enough courage to leave him. Single again, Karla started doing things that she never had the opportunity to do while with such a controlling man. She started to drink and go out more, which eventually caused her to make decisions that affected and disrupted her household. She met a few men and settled down with one that caught her eye. While trying to pick up the pieces of her life, she started doing a little better and was looking forward to her future without the hurt and pain that she suffered through for years. Trying to better her relationship with her siblings, she invited them to her apartment so that they could spend time together, but nothing would prepare herself for what lay ahead. One night with her family had turned her whole world upside down and left her fighting for her freedom. With everything that she had already gone through, nobody would have ever expected for her to end up in jail, not even her. Leaving behind her children, Karla had to adjust to her new life behind bars. There was no turning back now, she had to fight harder than she had ever fought before. During that fight, she was sexually assaulted by a male deputy that worked at the courthouse. Leaving her with distrust for the same people put in place to protect her, she started to give up and accept things as they were, but God didn't want that for her, so He gave her the vision and sign that she had been waiting for. After being away for almost two years, Karla was released back out into the same cold, cruel world that she was abruptly taken from and had to start rebuilding what was torn down. She also needed to repair the broken relationship with her children, but none of that would come easy for her. Battling depression, being homeless, and running into people that had taken advantage of her instead of helping only made her stronger, and after two years of parole Karla packed the few things she had along with her children and headed for a new life in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, leaving behind everything that was meant to break her and starting a new life for herself and children.
Download or read book Behind Her Smile written by Tomiko Brown and published by AuthorHouse. This book was released on 2017-06-27 with total page 68 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Lisa was only a young little girl who was raised without her biological parents and lived her fear behind her smile. From molestation and staying with different family members to wanting to be loved, it all developed into a mental shutdown. Searching for love in the wrong places, she finally grows and accepts her past and learns that what she had been through will not define who she has become as an adult. Lisa learns that her past life has made her stronger and wiser and begins to put all that love, time, and her past pain into her intelligent son, who brings her back to reality from giving up on her own sanity. No one would have ever known and believed the things Lisa was faced as a child from her hiding behind her smile.
Book Synopsis Hiding in My Pajamas by : Becky Kueker
Download or read book Hiding in My Pajamas written by Becky Kueker and published by Outskirts Press. This book was released on 2015-10-10 with total page 86 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Somewhere between a memoir and a how-to, Hiding in My Pajamas is a uniquely refreshing funny and candid look at the emotional costs of retirement. Closing that work-life career door behind you as you start Chapter 2 of your life, while working out the emotional aspects, has become the best kept secret with professional women today. Retiring from a successful career as partner in a commercial architecture firm, Becky shares her own personal journey as she started a new life, 1,600 miles from her home, while struggling with the emotional stereotypes that deal with retirement and aging. She exposes the fears and anxieties, along with the marital turbulence, and financial challenges she faced along the way. Utilizing wit and wisdom, she bares her soul and her marriage to encourage women to try and not hang on to the past. For women from 40 to 65, Becky shares her “Plan” for a secure financial and emotional retirement. She outlines strategies to get your plan in place, sharing not only her story, but heartfelt stories of women who have tried to stop the runaway freight train of emotions as they close the door on their careers. Exploring why ”this wasn’t what I planned”, she offers the courage to identify a brand new you as you joyously move on to a different life with new purpose and meaning. Finally someone has published a brutally candid look at a 25 year plan to retirement from a woman’s perspective that resonates with honesty.
Book Synopsis Grace for the Good Girl by : Emily P. Freeman
Download or read book Grace for the Good Girl written by Emily P. Freeman and published by Revell. This book was released on 2011-09 with total page 272 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Emily Freeman offers advice to the Christian woman on letting go of expectations and trusting in God.
Download or read book Hiding in the Light written by Rifqa Bary and published by WaterBrook. This book was released on 2015-05-19 with total page 242 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Leaving Islam for Christianity cost her more than she imagined, but gave more than she could have dreamed. Rifqa Bary grew up in a devout Muslim home, obediently following her parents’ orders to practice the rituals of Islam. But God was calling her to freedom and love. He was calling her to true faith. He was calling her to give up everything. Hiding in the Light is the story of Rifqa’s remarkable spiritual journey from Islam to Christianity. It is also the untold story of how she ran from her father’s threats to find refuge with strangers in Florida, only to face a controversial court case that reached national headlines. Most of all, it is the story of a young girl who made life-changing sacrifices to follow Jesus—and who inspires us to do the same.
Book Synopsis Learning to Breathe by : Rachael Newham
Download or read book Learning to Breathe written by Rachael Newham and published by SPCK. This book was released on 2018-08-16 with total page 106 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: It begins slowly, so slowly that I hardly notice at first. My chest tightens and my heart begins to beat a fraction faster. I try to draw breath, but instead I choke on oxygen I can't inhale. As I realise that I can't breathe, the panic wraps itself around my mind. I can't make myself draw a breath. Rachael was aged just six when she had her first suicidal thought. Over the next decade, life would become increasingly fraught with depression and self-harm, and her outlook only bleaker. Before her eighteenth birthday, Rachael would twice try to take her own life. And yet amidst this darkness, a flicker of faith lived on. This is Rachael's story of her journey into, and out of, the darkness of depression. With unflinching realism and complete honesty, she shows us what it looks like to live with mental illness, and how God can find us and rescue us even in the most desperate of places.
Download or read book The Merry Piper written by and published by . This book was released on 1925 with total page 282 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt:
Download or read book Calm in the Chaos written by K. K. Hodge and published by WestBow Press. This book was released on 2023-02-03 with total page 1083 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: During the peak of the COVID 19 pandemic, there seemed to be turmoil and chaos everywhere I looked. We were surrounded by illness, death, loss of jobs, business closures, political debacles, and just for fun, a couple of hurricanes and tornadoes. Life was quite chaotic. I began writing words of encouragement for myself, and soon began sharing them on my blog page. Each morning, I would settle in at my huge kitchen table or out on my back deck, and I prayed, “Give me a word, Lord.” Every day, God gave me a topical word, and from that, a devotional flowed from my keyboard. The words were truly God inspired. My sister and my husband challenged me to continue writing for 365 days, and I accepted the challenge. I thought I would run out of words, but oh no, not this wordy girl! God designed this old girl, and He gave me the gift of gab. Through daily Bible reading, research, and writing of these devotionals, I have grown closer in my walk with Christ, and my good, good God calmed the chaos in my heart day after day. I pray that you too will find solace in these words. May you find calm in the chaos of life.
Download or read book Under My Umbrella written by Janvi Singh and published by Notion Press. This book was released on 2019-05-24 with total page 112 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: It’s not always unusual to be different, but people prefer being different. Writings are different, but no writing preaches intuitions. They lead all perceptions of the world to glide down to the writer’s background for your nominal hallucinations. Adjusting is good, but suppression and killing one’s choices are wrong. Why are females inferior in the ghost of the world and the men superior? Every wing has the right to fly. So, pillaring it under the parchment paper can lead to deaths. Let no hand pull anyone back in the drunks made by the elephant mentality trunks. Enlightenment is needed to work with honesty and support is needed at every step. It is not a loophole or weakness; it’s all about how and with whom someone adjusts virtually or literally. Under my umbrella is pronounced in the age of dynasty when no one was allowed to rule our boundary or us with no abundance of contact.
Book Synopsis Royal Della Jane's Journey of Life by : Della Jane Buckley
Download or read book Royal Della Jane's Journey of Life written by Della Jane Buckley and published by Xlibris Corporation. This book was released on 2010-02-24 with total page 82 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: From past experiences with poverty, isolation, and loneliness, Della learned to take advantage of different circumstances to “rise from the ashes like a phoenix” with renewed determination to walk out her preordained destiny. As the seventh child out of fifteen, Della came into her unique personality early on, which became the driving force for many of the decisions made as a young adult. Della’s journey, although a tortuous path, led her ultimately to become an ordained minister and founder of the Daughters of Zion Ministry. Through this anointed ministry, Della has embraced her destiny and finds great joy in passing on the wisdom acquired over the years to help young women find their rightful place in society.
Book Synopsis Essays from the Soul by : Rev. Arthur M. Scott
Download or read book Essays from the Soul written by Rev. Arthur M. Scott and published by Christian Faith Publishing, Inc.. This book was released on 2018-10-22 with total page 237 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The essays in this book began simply as tools I incorporated to enhance my understanding of A Course in Miracles and how it blends with the literature I have read and classes and seminars I have taken. Our friends and teachers, Unity minister Patty and her husband Jack Morales introduced my wife, Pati, and I to A Course in Miracles fifteen or so years after we had begun our spiritual journey(s). Each of us are in pursuit of our own respective spiritual paths, in our own individual ways as part of a life-long search for our "purpose" in life; trying to discover who we "truly" are, not the persona we've made up. It just takes some of us longer to realize it. We began with a small core group of people committed to their spiritual paths and it has grown steadily since. As the group expanded in numbers, so did the questions and people began to look to my wife and I for clarification. I realized then, that for myself, I needed to put more effort into my understanding of A Course in Miracles and how it coincided with what I had studied previously, beginning with my lineage, The Science of Mind. I began with notes for comparison, which grew into paragraphs and eventually ended up as the essays in this book. They (the essays) became, for me, a bridge between A Course in Miracles, The Science of Mind, the Gnostic Gospels, and various other religions and teachings. I am a perennial student and will probably be as long as I continue to breathe. My search for understanding, for clarification, may not be insatiable, but I cannot remember a time when I wasn't studying something, so when my wife introduced me to metaphysics, I knew that this was what I would make the topic of all my studying in the future. These essays are the essence of the information I've extracted from this process. My purpose with these essays is not to provide you with what I think to be the "only" or "right" answers to any questions, but as an explanation, understanding or clarification that resonates for me and hopefully for you. We are all unique in our individual perceptions, so my perception of some subjects may not mirror yours, but if one, or some, of my essays bring a light of understanding or help to you, or assist you in seeing an old truth in a new way, then we are both blessed. It is my belief that all gifts are meant to be shared, be it the gift our friendships, our love or our knowledge, because if we keep them to ourselves, they are of no value to anyone. If these essays provide for you a better understanding or just simplify your path, in any manner, please share them, because as St. Francis said, in his beautiful prayer, "It is in the giving that we receive." Photography by my good friend Doug Howard
Book Synopsis Adelaide Poetry 2 by : Adelaide Meharg
Download or read book Adelaide Poetry 2 written by Adelaide Meharg and published by Xlibris Corporation. This book was released on 2023-03-07 with total page 45 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Now in my spare time I try to write more poetry to I never knew that one day I would have books for sale like I have now I hope you all like my poetry as well And keep your eyes out as I plan on doing more poetry for you all as well
Book Synopsis Hiding Behind My Smile by : Joe Hopfer
Download or read book Hiding Behind My Smile written by Joe Hopfer and published by . This book was released on 2020-08-26 with total page 128 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This book portrays an ominous story of a father who lost his 15-year-old son, James to suicide, and tells of his journey in depression, self-examination, persistence and hope. Follow along as motivational speaker, Joe Hopfer offers insight into the problems that everyone must address in life.
Book Synopsis The Secret to Letting Go by : Katherine Fleet
Download or read book The Secret to Letting Go written by Katherine Fleet and published by Entangled: digiTeen. This book was released on 2016-02-01 with total page 339 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: One summer can change everything... Haunted with guilt after his girlfriend’s death, Daniel Hudson has no interest in committing to anyone. At the end of the summer, he’ll be leaving Florida for a new start in college. If only he could avoid the mysterious new girl in town, who seems every bit as naive and eccentric as she looks. Trouble is, she’s hard to ignore, with her beautiful piercing eyes, pitiful-looking dog, and unsettling tendency of finding trouble. Clover Scott lived her whole life off the grid and arrives on the Gulf coast in search of her grandparents. She never expected to nearly drown, or get caught in a hurricane, or fall in love with the boy who rescues her. Now, she has a chance to rewrite her life’s story, to finally fit in somewhere, but Daniel wants answers about her past. When the police start asking questions about the disappearance of her parents, she must make a choice: go to jail or confess her secrets—even if they might destroy her chance at a happily-ever-after.
Download or read book Immortality written by Yara Alkhalid and published by Partridge Publishing Singapore. This book was released on 2017-04-21 with total page 77 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Diverse poetries collection Love and 3 a.m Your thoughts of them Motivational dawn When we were tired with yawns Wet pillow words A rope of you and lord A Brain and a heart connection complex questions reflection From fake friends, an answer or a protection The way your mind reads it Shows your selection Approval for your reflection Lines that touch our depths And spread like an infection Your feelings and the world violence of objection A words that rhyme in your blood It's like you have used an injection That's my first collection Don't hesitate Go towards my election.
Book Synopsis Intoxicated Emotions by : Paul Gouda
Download or read book Intoxicated Emotions written by Paul Gouda and published by iUniverse. This book was released on 2011-12-08 with total page 129 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Reflections drawn in colour, by the joy and sighs of a passionate journey. Deliberations on love incarcerated in desire, quarantined in defeat, and rejoiced in triumph.
