After We Said Goodbye

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Publisher : Penguin Random House South Africa
ISBN 13 : 0143529862
Total Pages : 367 pages
Book Rating : 4.1/5 (435 download)

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Book Synopsis After We Said Goodbye by : Sean Davison

Download or read book After We Said Goodbye written by Sean Davison and published by Penguin Random House South Africa. This book was released on 2012-11-28 with total page 367 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Sean Davison made headlines when he was arrested in New Zealand for matricide. The story that emerged - how he helped his ailing mother to die - is the subject of his affecting book, Before We Say Goodbye. This second book, After We Said Goodbye, takes up the story from there: his arrest, trial and sentencing and the dramatic events that followed after this softspoken, unassuming man took the most fateful decision of his life; one that tore open family rifts and posed fundamental questions about life and his choices. With unwavering frankness, Davison faces his demons: Should he have done what he did? Ought he to have exposed his family? Was it the right thing to self-sensor the first edition of his book and conceal the fact that he had administered the morphine? And how should he come to terms with his sibling who had leaked the uncensored manuscript that lead to his arrest? It is estimated that huge numbers of people die through assisted suicide, and the author has become a vocal activist for the right to die in dignity.

The Last Time We Say Goodbye

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Publisher : Harper Collins
ISBN 13 : 0062318497
Total Pages : 255 pages
Book Rating : 4.0/5 (623 download)

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Book Synopsis The Last Time We Say Goodbye by : Cynthia Hand

Download or read book The Last Time We Say Goodbye written by Cynthia Hand and published by Harper Collins. This book was released on 2015-02-10 with total page 255 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: In the tradition of Thirteen Reasons Why and All the Bright Places, The Last Time We Say Goodbye is a deeply affecting novel that will change the way you look at life and death. From New York Times bestselling author Cynthia Hand comes a stunning, heart-wrenching novel of love and loss, which ALA Booklist called "both shatteringly painful and bright with life and hope" in a starred review. Since her brother, Tyler, committed suicide, Lex has been trying to keep her grief locked away, and to forget about what happened that night. But as she starts putting her life, her family, and her friendships back together, Lex is haunted by a secret she hasn't told anyone—a text Tyler sent, that could have changed everything.

All the Ways We Said Goodbye

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Publisher : HarperCollins
ISBN 13 : 0062931113
Total Pages : 489 pages
Book Rating : 4.0/5 (629 download)

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Book Synopsis All the Ways We Said Goodbye by : Beatriz Williams

Download or read book All the Ways We Said Goodbye written by Beatriz Williams and published by HarperCollins. This book was released on 2020-01-14 with total page 489 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The New York Times bestselling authors of The Glass Ocean and The Forgotten Room return with a glorious historical adventure that moves from the dark days of two World Wars to the turbulent years of the 1960s, in which three women with bruised hearts find refuge at Paris’ legendary Ritz hotel. The heiress . . . The Resistance fighter . . . The widow . . . Three women whose fates are joined by one splendid hotel France, 1914. As war breaks out, Aurelie becomes trapped on the wrong side of the front with her father, Comte Sigismund de Courcelles. When the Germans move into their family’s ancestral estate, using it as their headquarters, Aurelie discovers she knows the German Major’s aide de camp, Maximilian Von Sternburg. She and the dashing young officer first met during Aurelie’s debutante days in Paris. Despite their conflicting loyalties, Aurelie and Max’s friendship soon deepens into love, but betrayal will shatter them both, driving Aurelie back to Paris and the Ritz— the home of her estranged American heiress mother, with unexpected consequences. France, 1942. Raised by her indomitable, free-spirited American grandmother in the glamorous Hotel Ritz, Marguerite “Daisy” Villon remains in Paris with her daughter and husband, a Nazi collaborator, after France falls to Hitler. At first reluctant to put herself and her family at risk to assist her grandmother’s Resistance efforts, Daisy agrees to act as a courier for a skilled English forger known only as Legrand, who creates identity papers for Resistance members and Jewish refugees. But as Daisy is drawn ever deeper into Legrand’s underground network, committing increasingly audacious acts of resistance for the sake of the country—and the man—she holds dear, she uncovers a devastating secret . . . one that will force her to commit the ultimate betrayal, and to confront at last the shocking circumstances of her own family history. France, 1964. For Barbara “Babs” Langford, her husband, Kit, was the love of her life. Yet their marriage was haunted by a mysterious woman known only as La Fleur. On Kit’s death, American lawyer Andrew “Drew” Bowdoin appears at her door. Hired to find a Resistance fighter turned traitor known as “La Fleur,” the investigation has led to Kit Langford. Curious to know more about the enigmatic La Fleur, Babs joins Drew in his search, a journey of discovery that that takes them to Paris and the Ritz—and to unexpected places of the heart. . . .

Tonight I Said Goodbye

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Publisher : Hachette UK
ISBN 13 : 1444713981
Total Pages : 323 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (447 download)

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Book Synopsis Tonight I Said Goodbye by : Michael Koryta

Download or read book Tonight I Said Goodbye written by Michael Koryta and published by Hachette UK. This book was released on 2012-05-24 with total page 323 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Investigator and former Marine Wayne Weston is found at home, killed by a single gunshot wound to the head, the gun still lying in his right hand. There is no sign of his wife and six-year-old daughter. The police believe Wayne Weston killed his family before turning the gun on himself. Weston's father is convinced his son was murdered. He turns to Lincoln Perry, former cop, now private investigator, for help. All the evidence supports the police's conclusions, but as soon as he starts asking questions, Lincoln hears rumours of gambling, extortion, and links to Cleveland's Russian mob. When the FBI asks him to back off, followed by a second murder, Lincoln is more determined than ever to uncover the truth, even if that means putting himself in danger . . .

Ain't It Time We Said Goodbye

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Publisher : Da Capo Press
ISBN 13 : 0306823136
Total Pages : 217 pages
Book Rating : 4.3/5 (68 download)

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Book Synopsis Ain't It Time We Said Goodbye by : Robert Greenfield

Download or read book Ain't It Time We Said Goodbye written by Robert Greenfield and published by Da Capo Press. This book was released on 2014-05-13 with total page 217 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: For ten days in March 1971, the Rolling Stones traveled by train and bus to play two shows a night in many of the small theaters and town halls where their careers began. No backstage passes. No security. No sound checks or rehearsals. And only one journalist allowed. That journalist now delivers a full-length account of this landmark event, which marked the end of the first chapter of the Stones' extraordinary career. Ain't It Time We Said Goodbye is also the story of two artists on the precipice of mega stardom, power, and destruction. For Mick and Keith, and all those who traveled with them, the farewell tour of England was the end of the innocence. Based on Robert Greenfield's first-hand account and new interviews with many of the key players, this is a vibrant, thrilling look at the way it once was for the Rolling Stones and their fans—and the way it would never be again.

Until I Say Good-Bye

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Publisher : Hachette UK
ISBN 13 : 1444762214
Total Pages : 346 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (447 download)

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Book Synopsis Until I Say Good-Bye by : Bret Witter

Download or read book Until I Say Good-Bye written by Bret Witter and published by Hachette UK. This book was released on 2013-03-14 with total page 346 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: THE NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER What would you do with one last year? Susan Spencer-Wendel was determined to laugh instead of cry. In June 2011, Susan Spencer-Wendel learned she had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS) - Lou Gehrig's disease - an irreversible condition that systematically destroys the nerves that power the muscles. She was 44-years-old, with three young children, and she had only one year of health remaining. She decided to live that year with joy. She left her job as a journalist and spent time with her family. She built a meeting place for friends in her backyard. And she took seven trips with the seven most important people in her life. As her health declined, Susan journeyed to the Yukon, Hungary, the Bahamas, and Cyprus. She went to the beach with her sons and to Kleinfeld's bridal shop in New York City with her teenage daughter, Marina, for a glimpse of the wedding she would never attend. She also wrote this book. No longer able to walk or even lift her arms, she tapped it out letter by letter on her iPhone using only her right thumb, the last finger still working. And yet Until I Say Good-Bye is not angry or bitter. It is sad in parts - how could it not be? - but it is filled with Susan's optimism, joie de vivre and sens of humour. It is a book that, like Susan, will make everyone smile. From a hilarious family Christmas disaster to the decrepit monastery in eastern Cyprus where she rediscovered her heritage, Until I Say Good-Bye is Susan Spencer-Wendel's unforgettable gift to her loved ones and to us: a record of their final experiences together and a reminder that every day is better when it is lived with joy.

TO LIVE UNTIL WE SAY GOOD BYE

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Publisher : Simon and Schuster
ISBN 13 : 1451664478
Total Pages : 164 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (516 download)

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Book Synopsis TO LIVE UNTIL WE SAY GOOD BYE by : Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

Download or read book TO LIVE UNTIL WE SAY GOOD BYE written by Elisabeth Kübler-Ross and published by Simon and Schuster. This book was released on 2011-08-02 with total page 164 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This exploration of counseling work with terminal patients visually outlines how Dr. Kübler-Ross, world-renowned psychiatrist and authority on death, helps her patients come to terms with death. Dr. Elisabeth Kübler-Ross, whose books on death and dying have sold in the millions, now offers an extraordinary visual record of her work. Through the brilliant photographs of Mal Warshaw, To Live Until We Say Good-Bye gives a gripping, intimate view of Dr. Kübler-Ross's counseling work with terminally ill patients as she brings them to an acceptance of death.

The Day Tiger Rose Said Goodbye

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Publisher : Random House Books for Young Readers
ISBN 13 : 037598870X
Total Pages : 32 pages
Book Rating : 4.3/5 (759 download)

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Book Synopsis The Day Tiger Rose Said Goodbye by : Jane Yolen

Download or read book The Day Tiger Rose Said Goodbye written by Jane Yolen and published by Random House Books for Young Readers. This book was released on 2011-05-24 with total page 32 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Not since The 10th Good Thing About Barney or I'll Always Love You has there been such a peaceful and inspiring book to help children and adults cope with the loss of a pet. The talented multiple-medalist Jane Yolen takes on this difficult subject with her usual grace and poetic sensitivity, focusing not on the death as much as the life in the last day of an older cat named Tiger Rose. Tiger Rose's kitten days are long gone and she's grown too tired to stay, so she says her goodbyes to all the creatures and the joys of her natural world—from the scolding blue jay, to the dog and children she shares her home with, to a chipmunk, startled by her gentleness, to her favorite shady patch under a piney bush. In a final vision, Tiger Rose takes one last leap into the blue sky and becomes one with all—the earth, the air, the sun. . . . This is perhaps the most reassuring book on death available for children.

I Wasn't Ready to Say Goodbye

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Publisher : Sourcebooks Fire
ISBN 13 : 9781402212215
Total Pages : 0 pages
Book Rating : 4.2/5 (122 download)

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Book Synopsis I Wasn't Ready to Say Goodbye by : Brook Noel

Download or read book I Wasn't Ready to Say Goodbye written by Brook Noel and published by Sourcebooks Fire. This book was released on 2008 with total page 0 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The grief books that just "gets it." Each year about eight million Americans suffer the unexpected death of a loved one. For those who face the challenges of sudden death, the classic guide I Wasn't Ready to Say Goodbye offers a comforting hand to hold, written by two authors who have experienced it firsthand. Acting as a touchstone of sanity through difficult times, this book covers such difficult topics as: The first few weeks Suicide Death of a Child Children and Grief Funerals and Rituals Physical effects Homicide Depression Featured on ABC World News, Fox and Friends and many other shows, this book has offered solace to over eight thousand people, ranging from seniors to teenagers and from the newly bereaved those who lost a loved one years ago. An exploration of unexpected death and its role in the cycle of live, I Wasn't Ready to Say Goodbye provides survivors with a rock-steady anchor from which to weather the storm of pain and begin to rebuild their lives. Praise for I Wasn't Ready to Say Goodbye: "I highly recommend this book, not only to the bereaved, but to friends and counselors as well."-- Helen Fitzgerald, author of The Grieving Child, The Mourning Handbook, and The Grieving Teen "This book, by women who have done their homework on grief... can hold a hand and comfort a soul through grief's wilderness. Outstanding references of where to see other help."-- George C. Kandle, Pastoral Psychologist "Finally, you have found a friend who can not only explain what has just occurred, but can take you by the hand and lead you to a place of healing and personal growth...this guide can help you survive and cope, but even more importantly... heal."-- The Rebecca Review "For those dealing with the loss of a loved one, or for those who want to help someone who is, this is a highly recommended read."--Midwest Book Review

The Goodbye Book

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Publisher : Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
ISBN 13 : 0316404950
Total Pages : 37 pages
Book Rating : 4.3/5 (164 download)

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Download or read book The Goodbye Book written by and published by Little, Brown Books for Young Readers. This book was released on 2015-11-03 with total page 37 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: From bestselling author Todd Parr, a poignant and reassuring story about loss. Through the lens of a pet fish who has lost his companion, Todd Parr tells a moving and wholly accessible story about saying goodbye. Touching upon the host of emotions children experience, Todd reminds readers that it's okay not to know all the answers, and that someone will always be there to support them. An invaluable resource for life's toughest moments.

It's Not Over When We Say Goodbye

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Total Pages : 68 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (339 download)

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Book Synopsis It's Not Over When We Say Goodbye by : Rebecca Shapiro

Download or read book It's Not Over When We Say Goodbye written by Rebecca Shapiro and published by . This book was released on 2021-07-09 with total page 68 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Based on a true story, this children''s book about grief and love is relatable to anyone who has lost someone they cherish, with the goal of recognizing that, although our loved ones might be physically gone, their spirit is eternal. The love, the legacy and all the precious memories can live on for as long as you choose to nurture and enrich the world in their honor. Published by Project Proactive, this approach is transformative, especially the Parent''s Guide by Trauma Specialist, Esther Goldstein, LCSW. What the Experts Have to Say "Were this book only a fitting tribute to the endearing and vivacious Moussia Zaltzman, OBM, it would be well worth reading and sharing with our children. But beyond that, this book is a game changer. It models the delicate and sensitive process by which we express and share painful realities with ourselves and our children. Groundbreaking, commemorative and therapeutic, this book should be a part of every family and school library." - Dr. Norman N. Blumenthal Zachter Family Chair in Trauma and Crisis Response, OHEL Children''s Home and Family Services "What an amazing way to honor Moussia and to help anyone who is suffering loss, with hope, honesty and the promise of ongoing life." -Dr. Marta Durski, D.Min, RP, RMFT "This book is a masterful guide to dealing with loss. Written by Rebecca Shapiro in Moussia''s voice, we are given a model of how authenticity, honesty, and openness provide a template for keeping a lost relative or friend alive when they are no longer physically present. Grounded in an integration of mental health expertise and faith-based wisdom, the authors share practical guidelines on helping children and families confront loss in an honest and psychologically informed manner. I strongly recommend this book for anybody confronting the challenges brought by life''s inevitable losses." - David Pelcovitz, Ph.D. Straus Chair in Psychology and Education, Azrieli Graduate School, New York "This book will help people of all ages come to terms with grief and loss. Unique in its perspective, "It''s Not Over When We Say Goodbye" addresses the cognitive, emotional and spiritual needs of those who have gone, are going, or will go through the experience of losing a loved one - that is to say, all of us. The story of a little girl''s sudden death is used to show readers how the unbreakable bond of love unites this world and the next, providing deep comfort and solace to the human heart. Although far from a typical "bedtime story," "It''s Not Over When We Say Goodbye" should be read to, and discussed, with every child, as its impactful message will provide enduring support for life''s journey." - Sarah Chana Radcliffe, M.ED.,C.PSYCH Psychologist, lecturer and author of multiple best sellers, including "The Fear Fix" "Western culture''s unrelenting focus on joy and happiness ironically, and insidiously, increases our vulnerability to emotional distress. By contrast, Judaism teaches us how to live with joys and pains, successes and failures, happiness and sadness, and all points in between. This poignant book is a critical resource for parents in supporting children through grief and loss. Its approach is simple, its wisdom immense, and its author has done a great service by making it available to our community." - David H. Rosmarin, PhD Associate Professor at Harvard Medical School, and Founder of Center for Anxiety (New York) "Moussia''s book is a beautiful gift to parents and community members to help initiate, guide and support the sensitive but necessary conversations we need to have with our kids. I am honored to be a part of Project Proactive''s mission to develop critical and current, transformative resources for our community." - Rachel Tuchman, LMHC Clinical Advisor, Project Proactive

The Forgotten Room

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Publisher : Penguin
ISBN 13 : 0698191013
Total Pages : 384 pages
Book Rating : 4.6/5 (981 download)

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Book Synopsis The Forgotten Room by : Karen White

Download or read book The Forgotten Room written by Karen White and published by Penguin. This book was released on 2016-01-19 with total page 384 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: New York Times bestselling authors Karen White, Beatriz Williams, and Lauren Willig present a masterful collaboration—a rich, multigenerational novel of love and loss that spans half a century.... 1945: When critically wounded Captain Cooper Ravenel is brought to a private hospital on Manhattan’s Upper East Side, young Dr. Kate Schuyler is drawn into a complex mystery that connects three generations of women in her family to a single extraordinary room in a Gilded Age mansion. Who is the woman in Captain Ravenel’s miniature portrait who looks so much like Kate? And why is she wearing the ruby pendant handed down to Kate by her mother? In their pursuit of answers, they find themselves drawn into the turbulent stories of Olive Van Alan, driven in the Gilded Age from riches to rags, who hired out as a servant in the very house her father designed, and Lucy Young, who in the Jazz Age came from Brooklyn to Manhattan seeking the father she had never known. But are Kate and Cooper ready for the secrets that will be revealed in the Forgotten Room? READERS GUIDE INCLUDED

The First Time I Said Goodbye

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ISBN 13 : 9781842235591
Total Pages : 312 pages
Book Rating : 4.2/5 (355 download)

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Book Synopsis The First Time I Said Goodbye by : Claire Allan

Download or read book The First Time I Said Goodbye written by Claire Allan and published by . This book was released on 2013 with total page 312 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: In 1959, factory girl Stella Hegarty finds herself falling unexpectedly for the charms of a handsome US marine based in Derry. Caught up in a whirlwind of romance, Stella finds herself planning a new life in America with her beloved Ray. But when tragedy steps in, both their lives are thrown into turmoil and they come to realise they may have say their first, and last, goodbye. In 2010, Annabel Jackson, reeling from the loss of her father, agrees to accompany her mother Stella back to Ireland to meet her family for the first time.

After Goodbye

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Publisher : Running Press
ISBN 13 : 9781561382958
Total Pages : 136 pages
Book Rating : 4.3/5 (829 download)

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Book Synopsis After Goodbye by : Ted Menton

Download or read book After Goodbye written by Ted Menton and published by Running Press. This book was released on 1994-03-30 with total page 136 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The sequel to Ted Menten's Gentle Closings--written to help the dying person and their loved ones deal with the inevitable goodbye--this book is designed to help the survivors find ways to grieve, let go, and move on after the death of a loved one.

Before We Say Goodbye

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Publisher : Penguin Random House South Africa
ISBN 13 : 0143529846
Total Pages : 289 pages
Book Rating : 4.1/5 (435 download)

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Book Synopsis Before We Say Goodbye by : Sean Davison

Download or read book Before We Say Goodbye written by Sean Davison and published by Penguin Random House South Africa. This book was released on 2012-09-28 with total page 289 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Eighty-four years old and terminally ill with cancer, psychiatrist Pat Ferguson wants nothing more than for her life, which no longer brings her joy, to be over. But when her ailing body refuses to let go, she asks her son Sean to do the unthinkable: to help her to die. Before We Say Goodbye is Sean Davison's personal account of the months he spent with his mother before her death. Written as a diary, it candidly recounts Davison's emotional struggle during that time, the tension between members of their family and his ultimate decision to grant his mother's last request and end her suffering. This touching, honest and thought-provoking memoir will resonate not only with countless families who have found themselves in a similar position, but with all of us who may one day have to face that choice: a choice that, for Sean Davison, would come to have life-changing consequences.

I Can't Remember If We Said Goodbye

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ISBN 13 : 9781455579754
Total Pages : pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (797 download)

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Book Synopsis I Can't Remember If We Said Goodbye by : Steve Earle

Download or read book I Can't Remember If We Said Goodbye written by Steve Earle and published by . This book was released on 2018 with total page pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: From legendary singer/songwriter Steve Earle comes the fascinating memoir he swore he'd never write. I CAN'T REMEMBER IF WE SAID GOODBYE Steve Earle's entirely self-written memoir is a literary work in three acts. It opens with Steve dropping out of school and quitting a construction job, and meeting the troubled, genius musician Townes Van Zandt, with whom he embarks on a very complicated lifelong friendship. Steve's memoir will delve deeply into his heroes and what they meant to him, from Guy Clark and Willie and Waylon, to Steve's uncle who gave him his first guitar as well as his first shot of dope. It will take readers into the heart of the singular, dynamic and fascinating Texas music scene in the 60s and 70s, through the pain and desperation of Steve's drug addiction and, finally, to the grace of recovery through the Twelve Steps. Unlike many musicians penning memoirs, Earle is a genuine and talented writer who has authored a collection of short stories and a beautiful, haunting novel. This book, the one his fans want, brings that same lyrical prose to Steve's own incredible life, from the exhilarating highs to the crushing lows and back again--showing that recovery is possible for even the hardest of cases.

Wish I Could Have Said Goodbye

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Publisher : Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
ISBN 13 : 9781477561218
Total Pages : 0 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (612 download)

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Book Synopsis Wish I Could Have Said Goodbye by : Shari A. Brady

Download or read book Wish I Could Have Said Goodbye written by Shari A. Brady and published by Createspace Independent Publishing Platform. This book was released on 2012-06-11 with total page 0 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Before my older sister Francesca died, I worked at the bakery and wrote songs, but now I write lists. Lists like ten reasons why it's my fault Francesca's dead, or five reasons why I should try and win Howie back, or one reason why I need to stop lying to everyone, including myself. Wish I Could Have Said Goodbye is an extraordinary novel about one family's struggle to make sense of their world after losing a family member to addiction. Through sixteen-year-old Carmella's eyes, we witness the courage and strength it takes to overcome the consequences of grief, guilt and co-dependency. With conviction and determination, Carmella shows us what can happen when we're open to love, feel the pain of our loss, and find the courage to accept the truth of our lives.