Initiation To The Mysteries Of Birth Sexes Love Death

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Initiation to the Mysteries of Birth Sexes & Love Death

Author : Alexandre Saint-Yves d'Alveydre
Publisher :
ISBN 13 : 9780983710288
Total Pages : 102 pages
Book Rating : 4.7/5 (12 download)

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Download or read book Initiation to the Mysteries of Birth Sexes & Love Death written by Alexandre Saint-Yves d'Alveydre and published by . This book was released on 2021-05-04 with total page 102 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Quote from chapter "Mysteries of Birth""Be aware, you preexist your Birth, and you will survive your Death.""Be daring, have no fear! Push the limits of the human mind: the result will infinitely increase, in the Social State, the majesty of Divinity, the dignity of Humankind and your own authority."Quote from chapter "Mysteries of Sexes & Love""Creative Nature, united to God by the power, the mutual bond of Love, engenders everything out of nothing. Without this supreme bond, which constitutes the foundation of the Union of the Sexes and Marriage, this engenderment which creates and builds the Universe would collapse entirely.""Today, in many European countries and elsewhere, the feminine question, stirred from a civil and even political point of view, is giving rise to a turmoil which may become detrimental to the peace of the Home, to the tranquility of the City, and even damaging to the real happiness of Women themselves."Quote from "chapter "Mysteries of Death""Immortal after Death, the Soul is certainly immortal before Birth.""In every finite solar system of the Universe, Death is manifesting as the return of individual beings to the wholeness of being, the return of individual things to the oneness of original substance."

Myths and Mysteries of Same-Sex Love

Author : Christine Downing
Publisher : iUniverse
ISBN 13 : 059538885X
Total Pages : 362 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (953 download)

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Download or read book Myths and Mysteries of Same-Sex Love written by Christine Downing and published by iUniverse. This book was released on 2006 with total page 362 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: "Myths and Mysteries of Same-Sex Love makes a powerful statement about the realities of gay and lesbian psyche. A gay and lesbian psychic perspective may at first be startling, but once examined, it proves to be unforgettable." -The Advocate

The Light of Sex

Author : Maria de Naglowska
Publisher : Simon and Schuster
ISBN 13 : 1594779449
Total Pages : 107 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (947 download)

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Download or read book The Light of Sex written by Maria de Naglowska and published by Simon and Schuster. This book was released on 2011-04-11 with total page 107 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The first English translation of Maria de Naglowska’s essential treatise on the spiritually transformative power of sex, La lumière du sexe • Reveals mystic sexual practices for growth of the soul and enlightenment • Explains the inner workings of the sex magic rituals of La confrérie de la Flèche d’Or [The Brotherhood of the Golden Arrow], the notorious occult order of 1930s Paris • Translated from the original French with an Introduction and Notes by Donald Traxler • Features elegant French flaps Never before available in English, The Light of Sex expounds the tenets of the revolutionary religious system conceived by Maria de Naglowska--Russian mystic, occultist, esoteric high priestess, rumored lover of Julius Evola, and self-styled “Satanic Woman” of 1930s Paris. Centered on what she called the Third Term of the Trinity, in which the Holy Spirit of the classic Christian trinity is recognized as the divine feminine, her practices aim to bring about a reconciliation of the light and dark forces in nature through the union of the masculine and feminine. Revealing the spiritually transformative power of sex, she shows how--through mystic sexual practices and veneration of the feminine spirit--growth of the soul, regeneration of the world, and enlightenment of humankind can be achieved. This mystic treatise and guide to the sexually charged rituals that were a cause célèbre in 1930s Paris was required reading for those seeking to be initiated into Naglowska’s magical group La confrérie de la Flèche d’Or [The Brotherhood of the Golden Arrow]. It reveals Naglowska to be a powerful visionary, whose psychic powers were legendary, and an important figure in the continuing evolution of the Western Mystery tradition.

Shadows of the Sacred

Author : Frances E. Vaughan
Publisher : iUniverse
ISBN 13 : 0595348351
Total Pages : 319 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (953 download)

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Download or read book Shadows of the Sacred written by Frances E. Vaughan and published by iUniverse. This book was released on 2005 with total page 319 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: "A brilliant and groundbreaking exploration of the promises and pitfalls of the spiritual path written by one of the pioneers of transpersonal psychology. A must for every serious spiritual seeker, students of consciousness, and all those concerned about the future of our planet." -Stanislav Grof, M.D. "Regardless of one's religious preferences, this pioneering classic eloquently and objectively addressees the spiritual issues of our time." -Angeles Arrien "Here, presented with clarity and courage, are the foundations for a transpersonal psychotherapy that respects the multileveled richness of the human psyche." -Ram Dass

Advanced Sex Magic

Author : Maria de Naglowska
Publisher : Simon and Schuster
ISBN 13 : 1594778140
Total Pages : 97 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (947 download)

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Download or read book Advanced Sex Magic written by Maria de Naglowska and published by Simon and Schuster. This book was released on 2011-07-25 with total page 97 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The first English translation of Maria de Naglowska’s treatise on advanced sexual magic practices, Le mystère de la pendaison • Details Naglowska’s advanced occult teachings on the Third Term of the Trinity and the spiritually transformative power of sex • Explains the mystical erotic hanging rituals of La confrérie de la Flèche d’Or [The Brotherhood of the Golden Arrow], the notorious occult order of 1930s Paris • Continues the sexual initiatory teachings first expounded in Naglowska’s The Light of Sex Available for the first time in English, Advanced Sex Magic illuminates the revolutionary occult teachings of Maria de Naglowska--Russian mystic, esoteric high priestess, and self-styled “Satanic Woman” of 1930s Paris. Her religious system, called the Third Term of the Trinity, considered the Holy Spirit (or Wholesome Spirit) to be feminine and taught the importance of sex for the regeneration of the world and the uplifting of humanity. A complement to her The Light of Sex, this book on the hanging mystery initiation details her advanced teachings on the Third Term of the Trinity and the spiritually transformative power of sex and reveals the erotic ritual hanging and other sensory deprivation practices of her magical group, La confrérie de la Flèche d’Or [The Brotherhood of the Golden Arrow]. These advanced mystical sexual practices were required for initiation into the brotherhood, and, as Naglowska shows, only through the union of the masculine and the feminine can we bring about a reconciliation of the light and dark forces in nature.

A New Model of the Universe

Author : P.D. Ouspensky
Publisher : BoD - Books on Demand
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 791 pages
Book Rating : 4.0/5 (419 download)

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Download or read book A New Model of the Universe written by P.D. Ouspensky and published by BoD - Books on Demand. This book was released on 2023-01-29 with total page 791 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: " In A New Model of the Universe, written in 1914 and now published for the first time in French, P.D. Ouspensky describes his own quest for a form of truth concerning questions as fundamental as the place of man in the universe, the unknown, the invisible world, starting from the idea, always, that true civilization only exists in esotericism, and that modern Western civilization suffers from a profound barbarism due to the absence of esoteric thought. Calling on Christianity, Judaism, Eastern philosophies, the symbolism of the Tarot, experimental mysticism, the study of dreams, hypnotism, yoga, but also the sciences and in particular ancient physics and modern, the author attempts to answer the following questions: what form does the world have? Is the world a chaos or a system? Does the universe exist by accident or was it created according to a plan? A new model of the Universe responds to a growing need in late 20th century man to question his origins and the meaning of his existence by having recourse to ancient beliefs and traditions...."

Kenogaia (A Gnostic Tale)

Author : David Bentley Hart
Publisher : Angelico Press
ISBN 13 : 1621387968
Total Pages : 480 pages
Book Rating : 4.6/5 (213 download)

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Download or read book Kenogaia (A Gnostic Tale) written by David Bentley Hart and published by Angelico Press. This book was released on 2021-12-01 with total page 480 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The "genre" of the modern Gnostic novel encompasses an especially eclectic range of works. With this book-a fantasy by turns dark, absurd, comic, frantic, and lyrical-David Bentley Hart joins a company that includes figures as diverse as Georges Bernanos, Anatole France, David Lindsay, Philip K. Dick, Patrick White, Umberto Eco, William Gaddis, Harold Bloom, Jorge Luis Borges, Vladimir Nabokov, John Crowley, and Philip Pullman. In Kenogaia, a clockwork universe, an oppressive global society of ever-present surveillance, and the coming of age of its protagonist, Michael Ambrosius, are all disrupted by the arrival of a mysterious child from beyond the stars. Modeled on the Gnostic Hymn of the Pearl, Hart's tale is an imaginative exploration of the relation between good and evil, the difference between reality and illusion, the struggle to live life in truth, and the nature of spiritual existence. In these pages, Hart emerges as a master of mythopoesis even while spinning out a rollicking full-on adventure about friendship, loyalty, and the rescue of true goodness from a universe darkened by delusion.

Mysteries of the Bridechamber

Author : Victoria LePage
Publisher : Simon and Schuster
ISBN 13 : 159477739X
Total Pages : 499 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (947 download)

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Download or read book Mysteries of the Bridechamber written by Victoria LePage and published by Simon and Schuster. This book was released on 2007-11-12 with total page 499 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Jesus was an initiate and adept of the ancient Judaic mysteries who strove to reinstate the tradition of the bridechamber sacrament in his time • Shows that Jesus sought to establish equity of masculine and feminine in both spiritual practice and social traditions, particularly in the sacrament of marriage • Reinterprets Jesus’ key teachings in light of the ancient tradition of sacred consortship • Reveals what happened to the gnostic heart of Christianity that Jesus embodied Jesus was a high-initiate and master adept of the ancient Judaic mysteries who strove to free people from the dead hand of the ritualists. He was trained in a dissident Jewish brotherhood that arose in Egypt before he was born, which sought to bring back the ancient Judaic mysteries outlawed by the Jerusalem temple. At the heart of this movement was a yogic-based practice known in the apocrypha as the Gnosis of the Heart, which espoused the union of both sexes in a secret initiatic teaching. As a fearless social reformer, Jesus wanted to restore the authority of the feminine principle, including asserting the equality of man and woman in the social contract of marriage. He reinstated in his own life the tradition of sacred consortship--a rite known to early Church fathers as the bridechamber sacrament, whereby the marriage of the masculine and feminine energies was effected. This rite, Victoria LePage suggests, was the primary focus of Jesus’ teachings, the very heart of his exhortations to love thy neighbor, and the source of his healing power. Mysteries of the Bridechamber explains how, as a master adept of the Temple of Solomon, Jesus derived these teachings directly from ancient Judaic mystery traditions, revealing both a life story for Jesus that differs markedly from the version the Church has offered as well as a spiritual practice based on a mystical wisdom tradition of self-initiation and transformation.

Breaking Open the Word of God

Author : Karan Hinman Powell
Publisher : Paulist Press
ISBN 13 : 9780809128228
Total Pages : 196 pages
Book Rating : 4.1/5 (282 download)

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Download or read book Breaking Open the Word of God written by Karan Hinman Powell and published by Paulist Press. This book was released on 1986 with total page 196 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A resource guide for designing, facilitating, and conducting Sunday morning catechumenate sessions and for assisting personal reflection during the catechumenate.

Sex and the Failed Absolute

Author : Slavoj Žižek
Publisher : Bloomsbury Academic
ISBN 13 : 1350043788
Total Pages : 497 pages
Book Rating : 4.3/5 (5 download)

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Download or read book Sex and the Failed Absolute written by Slavoj Žižek and published by Bloomsbury Academic. This book was released on 2019-09-19 with total page 497 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: In the most rigorous articulation of his philosophical system to date, Slavoj Žižek provides nothing short of a new definition of dialectical materialism. In forging this new materialism, Žižek critiques and challenges not only the work of Alain Badiou, Robert Brandom, Joan Copjec, Quentin Meillassoux, and Julia Kristeva (to name but a few), but everything from popular science and quantum mechanics to sexual difference and analytic philosophy. Alongside striking images of the Möbius strip, the cross-cap, and the Klein bottle, Žižek brings alive the Hegelian triad of being-essence-notion. Radical new readings of Hegel, and Kant, sit side by side with characteristically lively commentaries on film, politics, and culture. Here is Žižek at his interrogative best.

Life's Mysteries

Author : Osho
Publisher : Penguin Books India
ISBN 13 : 9780140246131
Total Pages : 280 pages
Book Rating : 4.2/5 (461 download)

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Download or read book Life's Mysteries written by Osho and published by Penguin Books India. This book was released on 1995 with total page 280 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: I Teach Love Of Life This Was The Basis Of All Of Osho S Teachings, And One That Was Often Lost In The Controversies That Surrounded Him For Most Of His Career As A Spiritual Guide. A Man Of Vast Learning Who Had Read Everything He Could Find To Broaden His Understanding Of The Belief Systems And Psychology Of Modern Man, He Was At The Same Time Completely Original In His Approach, Insisting On Finding Out The Truth For Himself Rather Than Accepting What Had Been Taught By Others. Iconoclastic Yet Persuasive, Lucid Yet Grounded In A Wealth Of Theological Knowledge, His Message Found A Worldwide Audience. In Life S Mysteries The Reader Is Introduced To Some Of The Key Tenets Of Osho S Philosophy. A Sampling: Life: I Teach The Art Of Living Your Life Totally, Of Being Drunk With The Divine Through Life. Love: If You Really Want To Know About Love, Forget About Love And Remember Meditation (Just As) If You Want To Bring Roses Into Your Garden, Forget About Roses And Take Care Of The Rosebush... In The Right Time, The Roses Are Destined To Come. Sex: If It Can Give Birth To A Child, To A New Life...You Can Imagine Its Potential: It Can Bring A New Life To You Too. Enlightenment: You Should Not Make Any Effort, You Should Relax And Enlightenment Comes. Death: To Me Death Is Not The End Of Life But...The Very Climax...If You Have Lived Rightly, If You Have Lived Moment To Moment Totally, If You Have Squeezed Out The Whole Juice Of Life, Your Death Will Be The Ultimate Orgasm.

Gnostic Mysteries of Sex

Author : Tobias Churton
Publisher : Simon and Schuster
ISBN 13 : 1620554224
Total Pages : 389 pages
Book Rating : 4.6/5 (25 download)

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Download or read book Gnostic Mysteries of Sex written by Tobias Churton and published by Simon and Schuster. This book was released on 2015-08-17 with total page 389 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: An exploration of the sexual practices and doctrinal secrets of Gnosticism • Reconstructs the lost world of Gnostic spiritual-erotic experience through examination of every surviving text written by heresiologists • Investigates the sexual gnosis practices of the Barbelo Gnostics of the 2nd century and their connections to the Gnostic Aeon Sophia, the Wild Lady of Wisdom • Explains the vital significance of “the seed” as a sacrament in Gnostic practice Examining every surviving text written by heresiologists, accounts often ignored in favor of the famous Nag Hammadi Library, Tobias Churton reveals the most secret inner teaching passed down by initiated societies: the tradition of sexual gnosis--higher union with God through the sacrament of sex. Discovering actual sex practices hidden within the writings of the Church’s authorities, he reconstructs the lost world of Gnostic spiritual-erotic experience as taught by initiated masters and mistresses and practiced by Christian couples seeking spiritual freedom from the world. Churton explores the practices of the “first Gnostic,” the historical Simon Magus, and explains the vital significance of “the seed” in Gnostic practice, showing it to be the sacramental substance par excellence. He illuminates the suppressed truth of why the name “Valentine” came to be associated with ennobling erotic love and reveals profound parallels between sexual gnosis and Tantra, suggesting that gnosis lies at the root of the tantric path. Solving a millennia-old riddle regarding the identity and secret symbol of Sophia, the mysterious Gnostic “Aeon,” Churton investigates Sophia’s connections to Barbelo, also known as Pruneikos, the Wild Lady of Wisdom, and the central focus of the Barbelo Gnostics of the 2nd century, whose religious sex practices so shocked orthodox Christian contemporaries that they were condemned, their cults of spiritual gnosis and “redemption by sin” driven underground. Churton exposes the mystery of Sophia in the philosophy of the medieval Troubadours and explores William Blake’s inheritance of secret Renaissance sexual mysticism through the revolutionary English poet Andrew Marvell. Showing how Blake’s sexual and spiritual revolution connects to modern sexual magic, Churton also examines the esoteric meaning of the free-love explosion of the 1960s, revealing how sex can be raised from the realm of guilt into the highest magical sacrament of spiritual transformation.

The Retrospective Muse

Author : Froma I. Zeitlin
Publisher : Cornell University Press
ISBN 13 : 1501772988
Total Pages : 428 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (17 download)

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Download or read book The Retrospective Muse written by Froma I. Zeitlin and published by Cornell University Press. This book was released on 2023-12-15 with total page 428 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The Retrospective Muse showcases the celebrated work of Froma I. Zeitlin. Over many decades, Zeitlin's innovative studies have changed the field of classics. Her instantly recognizable work brings together anthropology, gender studies, cultural studies, and an acute literary sensibility to open ancient texts and ideas to new forms of understanding. A selection of her luminous essays on topics still timely today are collected for the first time in a volume that shows the full range and flair of her remarkable intellect. Together, these illuminating analyses show why Zeitlin's work on ancient Greek culture has had an enduring impact on scholars around the world, not just in classics but across multiple fields. From Homer to the Greek novel, from religion to erotics, from myth and ritual to theatrical performance, she expounds on some of the most important works of ancient writing and some of modernity's most significant critical questions. Zeitlin's writing still sheds light on the durable aspects of classics as a discipline, and this book encapsulates her achievement.

The Routledge Introduction to the American Novel

Author : D. Quentin Miller
Publisher : Taylor & Francis
ISBN 13 : 1040035582
Total Pages : 143 pages
Book Rating : 4.0/5 (4 download)

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Download or read book The Routledge Introduction to the American Novel written by D. Quentin Miller and published by Taylor & Francis. This book was released on 2024-06-13 with total page 143 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The Routledge Introduction to the American Novel provides a comprehensive and engaging guide to this cornerstone literary genre, reframing our understanding of the American novel and its evolving traditions. This volume aims to engage productive classroom discussion, including: What differentiates the American novel from its European predecessors and traditions from other parts of the world? How have the related myths of the American Dream and the Great American Novel affected understanding of the tradition over time? How do American novels by or about women, racial and ethnic minorities, immigrants, and members of lower social classes challenge the American cultural monomyth? How do experimental novels and eco-conscious novels alter the American novel tradition? Rethinking historical trends and debates surrounding the American novel, this text delivers a persuasive case for why it’s important to reevaluate the American novelistic tradition. The Routledge Introduction to the American Novel offers a much-needed update to the history and future of this literary form.

The Sense of an Ending

Author : Julian Barnes
Publisher : Vintage
ISBN 13 : 0307957330
Total Pages : 158 pages
Book Rating : 4.3/5 (79 download)

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Download or read book The Sense of an Ending written by Julian Barnes and published by Vintage. This book was released on 2011-10-05 with total page 158 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: BOOKER PRIZE WINNER • NATIONAL BESTSELLER • A novel that follows a middle-aged man as he contends with a past he never much thought about—until his closest childhood friends return with a vengeance: one of them from the grave, another maddeningly present. A novel so compelling that it begs to be read in a single setting, The Sense of an Ending has the psychological and emotional depth and sophistication of Henry James at his best, and is a stunning achievement in Julian Barnes's oeuvre. Tony Webster thought he left his past behind as he built a life for himself, and his career has provided him with a secure retirement and an amicable relationship with his ex-wife and daughter, who now has a family of her own. But when he is presented with a mysterious legacy, he is forced to revise his estimation of his own nature and place in the world.

Same-Sex Love

Author : Robert H. Hopcke
Publisher : Shambhala Publications
ISBN 13 : 0877736510
Total Pages : 313 pages
Book Rating : 4.8/5 (777 download)

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Download or read book Same-Sex Love written by Robert H. Hopcke and published by Shambhala Publications. This book was released on 1993-02-16 with total page 313 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This is the first book to examine the unique ways in which gay men and lesbians make the journey toward the psychic wholeness and balance needed in every life—a process C. G. Jung called individuation. Here eighteen prominent therapists and writers offer thought-provoking insights into the deep meaning of homosexuality. Contributions from: Robert A. Johnson, Christine Downing, Robert Bosnak, Joseph Henderson, John Beebe, Robert H. Hopcke, Howard Teich, Morgan Farley, Caroline T. Stevens, Will Roscoe, Karin Lofthus Carrington, Lyn Cowan, Scott Wirth, Suzy Naiberg, Donald Sandner, David J. Tacey, Eugene Monick, and Susan Griffin.

The Secret Circle: The Initiation and The Captive Part I

Author : L. J. Smith
Publisher : Harper Collins
ISBN 13 : 006211901X
Total Pages : 423 pages
Book Rating : 4.0/5 (621 download)

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Download or read book The Secret Circle: The Initiation and The Captive Part I written by L. J. Smith and published by Harper Collins. This book was released on 2011-09-20 with total page 423 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: With love, witchcraft, and spellbinding drama, the Secret Circle series is perfect for fans of The Vampire Diaries. This special collection contains the first book in the Secret Circle series, The Initiation, as well as part one of the second book in the series, The Captive; from L.J. Smith, the New York Times bestselling author of The Vampire Diaries. When Cassie is forced to move from California all the way to the small New England town of New Salem, she’s miserable. And yet, she feels a powerful kinship to the town, and to a terrifyingly beautiful group of students who always seem to get their way. Charmed by the Secret Circle, Cassie is initiated into a coven of witches whose power has controlled New Salem for hundreds of years. But when she falls for the mysterious and intriguing Adam, she is faced with the most pressing danger of her life—and one wrong move could ultimately destroy her…