A Book about Myself Called Hell

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ISBN 13 : 9781734306545
Total Pages : pages
Book Rating : 4.3/5 (65 download)

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Book Synopsis A Book about Myself Called Hell by : Jared Joseph

Download or read book A Book about Myself Called Hell written by Jared Joseph and published by . This book was released on 2022-02-15 with total page pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: In the middle of the journey of our life Dante finds himself lost in a dark wood but then he founds a whole lot of literary movements and arguably modernity itself with his Divine Comedy that, nonetheless, inexplicably, didn't make God laugh. This serious absence caused God's non-divine counterparts, humans, to wonder: "Why are we in hell?" "Why is it so funny?" "And why can't I laugh?"

Shaking the Gates of Hell

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Publisher : Knopf
ISBN 13 : 0525658114
Total Pages : 321 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (256 download)

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Book Synopsis Shaking the Gates of Hell by : John Archibald

Download or read book Shaking the Gates of Hell written by John Archibald and published by Knopf. This book was released on 2021-03-09 with total page 321 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: On growing up in the American South of the 1960s—an all-American white boy—son of a long line of Methodist preachers, in the midst of the civil rights revolution, and discovering the culpability of silence within the church. By the Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist and columnist for The Birmingham News. "My dad was a Methodist preacher and his dad was a Methodist preacher," writes John Archibald. "It goes all the way back on both sides of my family. When I am at my best, I think it comes from that sermon place." Everything Archibald knows and believes about life is "refracted through the stained glass of the Southern church. It had everything to do with people. And fairness. And compassion." In Shaking the Gates of Hell, Archibald asks: Can a good person remain silent in the face of discrimination and horror, and still be a good person? Archibald had seen his father, the Rev. Robert L. Archibald, Jr., the son and grandson of Methodist preachers, as a moral authority, a moderate and a moderating force during the racial turbulence of the '60s, a loving and dependable parent, a forgiving and attentive minister, a man many Alabamians came to see as a saint. But was that enough? Even though Archibald grew up in Alabama in the heart of the civil rights movement, he could recall few words about racial rights or wrongs from his father's pulpit at a time the South seethed, and this began to haunt him. In this moving and powerful book, Archibald writes of his complex search, and of the conspiracy of silence his father faced in the South, in the Methodist Church and in the greater Christian church. Those who spoke too loudly were punished, or banished, or worse. Archibald's father was warned to guard his words on issues of race to protect his family, and he did. He spoke to his flock in the safety of parable, and trusted in the goodness of others, even when they earned none of it, rising through the ranks of the Methodist Church, and teaching his family lessons in kindness and humanity, and devotion to nature and the Earth. Archibald writes of this difficult, at times uncomfortable, reckoning with his past in this unadorned, affecting book of growth and evolution.

Holding My Hand Through Hell

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ISBN 13 : 9781888160673
Total Pages : 0 pages
Book Rating : 4.1/5 (66 download)

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Book Synopsis Holding My Hand Through Hell by : Susan Murphy-Milano

Download or read book Holding My Hand Through Hell written by Susan Murphy-Milano and published by . This book was released on 2012 with total page 0 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This poignant well-written book tells the story of a police officer's family and one daughter's quest for justice long after the heart-wrentching murder of her mother. The author embraces a legacy of unconditional love and faith to triumph over a life plagued with unspeakable abuse and pain. Based on a true story, told with the flow of a novel, spiced with frank wisdom and wit, Holding My Hand Through Hell encourages the reader to immerse themselves into this family's life and is an inspiration to become an advocate for change in this world we all share. This book will incite discussion, debate, and heightened awareness about hope, survival, abuse, murder, and its impact on our society. In the end, it will leave readers both applauding this woman as well as wondering how she escaped, sometimes at the eleventh hour. Twenty years later, she has realized that God must have been holding her hand through hell, delivering her from the evils of her life in order to save others. Includes a foreword by Diane Fanning, Edgar nominated award-winning, true crime author.

Hell-Heaven

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Publisher : Vintage
ISBN 13 : 110191209X
Total Pages : 24 pages
Book Rating : 4.1/5 (19 download)

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Book Synopsis Hell-Heaven by : Jhumpa Lahiri

Download or read book Hell-Heaven written by Jhumpa Lahiri and published by Vintage. This book was released on 2015-05-11 with total page 24 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A Vintage Shorts “Short Story Month” Selection Pranab Chakraborty was a fellow Bengali from Calcutta who had washed up on the shores of Central Square. Soon he was one of the family. From the winner of the Pulitzer Prize and the Frank O’Connor International Short Story Award, a staggeringly beautiful and precise story about a Bengali family in Cambridge, Massachusetts, the impossibilities of love, and the unanticipated pleasures and complications of life in America. “Hell-Heaven” is Jhumpa Lahiri’s ode to the intimate secrets of closest kin, from the acclaimed collection Unaccustomed Earth. An eBook short.

Hell's Belles

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Publisher : Hachette UK
ISBN 13 : 074811842X
Total Pages : 352 pages
Book Rating : 4.7/5 (481 download)

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Book Synopsis Hell's Belles by : Jackie Kessler

Download or read book Hell's Belles written by Jackie Kessler and published by Hachette UK. This book was released on 2011-01-20 with total page 352 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Once upon a time, Jezebel was a powerful succubus, capable of seducing men and sucking out their souls. But that was before Hell put a bounty on her head. Now her only chance to escape a fate far worse than death is to live as a mortal, losing herself in a sea of unfamiliar humanity, in a place where sinners walk hand-in-hand with saints - a place like Belle's strip club in New York City. Working as an exotic dancer is a piece of cake for a former demon that once specialised in sex. But she hadn't counted on meeting sexy Paul Hamilton, a man haunted by his past. Goodbye, succubus; hello, love struck. Learning all about how complicated - and pleasurable - love can be, Jezebel thinks she's turned her back on Hell. But Hell hasn't stopped looking for her as the secrets Jezebel holds are the most dangerous of all. Demons are closing in, which is enough to make Jezebel shiver in her G-string. But it's her love for Paul that's going to have deadly consequences . . .

Hell In A Handbasket

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Publisher : Annabelle Anders
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 304 pages
Book Rating : 4./5 ( download)

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Download or read book Hell In A Handbasket written by Annabelle Anders and published by Annabelle Anders. This book was released on 2018-01-01 with total page 304 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Sometimes a lady needs a hero who is willing to break the rules in order to save her. Sophia Babineaux has landed a husband! And a good one at that! Lord Harold, the second son of a duke, is kind, gentle, undemanding. Perhaps a little too undemanding? Because after one chance encounter with skilled rake, Captain Devlin Brooks, it is glaringly obvious that something is missing between Lord Harold and herself… passion… sizzle… well… everything. And marriage is forever! Will her parents allow her to reconsider? Absolutely not. War hero, Devlin Brookes, is ready to marry and thinks Sophia Babineaux might be the one. One itsy bitsy problem: she’s engaged to his cousin, Harold. But Devlin knows the truth about his cousin and damned if Harold hasn’t been coerced into this betrothal by his manipulative father, the Duke of Prescott—a man who always gets what he wants. Devlin, Sophia and Harold conspire to thwart the duke’s wishes but fail to consider a few vital, unintended consequences. Will fate step aside for these two soulmates, or will it punish them forever for daring to claim their happily ever after? An epic romance for two people willing to go through hell for one another... in a hand basket, of course. To Hell in a Hand Basket is Book 2 in Annabelle Anders’ wildly popular Devilish Debutantes’ Series.

Maps of Hell

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Publisher : Harlequin
ISBN 13 : 1460308093
Total Pages : 441 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (63 download)

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Book Synopsis Maps of Hell by : Paul Johnston

Download or read book Maps of Hell written by Paul Johnston and published by Harlequin. This book was released on 2012-11-15 with total page 441 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: I fell into the deepest of holes. I am no one. I awake in a windowless room--naked, filthy, bruised, robbed of my every memory. I feel inexplicably drowned in a sea of hatred and rage. I...don't know who I am. But I know I must escape. This is Matt Wells, hero of The Death List and The Soul Collector, as you've never seen him. Crime writer Matt Wells could never have conjured a plot this twisted--a secretive militia running sick brainwashing experiments in the Maine wilderness, himself a subject. He knows they've been subconsciously feeding him instructions...but for what? Taunted by maddening snatches of a life he can't trust as his own, Matt's piecing it together: three gruesome killings he's blamed for...and a woman...someone from his past he should remember.

Hell Hath No Fury

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Publisher : Annabelle Anders
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 289 pages
Book Rating : 4./5 ( download)

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Book Synopsis Hell Hath No Fury by : Annabelle Anders

Download or read book Hell Hath No Fury written by Annabelle Anders and published by Annabelle Anders. This book was released on 2017-05-01 with total page 289 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: FORBIDDEN LOVE Cecily Nottingham has made a huge mistake. The marriage bed was still warm when the earl she thought she loved crawled out of it and announced that he loved someone else. Loves—someone else. Cecily was nothing more than a means to an end, that end being her dowry. With nothing to lose, in an attempt to goad the earl into divorcing her, Cecily sets out to seduce her husband’s cousin, Mr. Nottingham. Little does she realize that he is everything her husband is not: honorable, loyal, trustworthy. Handsome as sin. Stephen Nottingham returned to England for one reason—to save his cousin’s estate from financial ruin. Instead, he finds himself tempted by his cousins beautiful and scorned countess. He isn’t sure what to do first, strangle his cousin, or kiss the cad’s wife. As the tangle unravels, his honor is put to the test, right along with his self-control. Amid snakes, duels, and a good catfight, Cecily realizes the game she’s playing has high stakes indeed. There are only a few ways for a marriage to end in Regency England, and none of them come without a high price. Is she willing to pay it? Is Stephen? A ‘Happily Ever After’ hangs in the balance, because, yes, love can conquer all, but sometimes it needs a little bit of help. Hell Hath No Fury is Book 1 in Annabell Anders’ wildly popular Devilish Debutantes Series.

Prey: Book One: Hell's Heart

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Publisher : Simon and Schuster
ISBN 13 : 1501115790
Total Pages : 400 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (11 download)

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Book Synopsis Prey: Book One: Hell's Heart by : John Jackson Miller

Download or read book Prey: Book One: Hell's Heart written by John Jackson Miller and published by Simon and Schuster. This book was released on 2016-09-27 with total page 400 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: "Based on Star trek and Star trek: the next generation."

Happy Hour in Hell

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Publisher : Hachette UK
ISBN 13 : 144473864X
Total Pages : 542 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (447 download)

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Book Synopsis Happy Hour in Hell by : Tad Williams

Download or read book Happy Hour in Hell written by Tad Williams and published by Hachette UK. This book was released on 2013-09-26 with total page 542 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Bobby Dollar has a problem or four of epic proportions. Problem one: his best friend Sam has given him an angel's feather that also happens to be evidence of an unholy pact between Bobby's employers and those who dwell in the infernal depths. Problem two: Eligor, Grand Duke of Hell, wants to get his claws on the feather at all costs, but particularly at all cost to Bobby . Problem three: Bobby has fallen in love with Casimira, Countess of Cold Hands, who just happens to be Eligor's girlfriend. Problem four: Eligor, aware of Problem three, has whisked Casimira off to the Bottomless Pit itself, telling Bobby he will never see her again unless he hands over the feather. But Bobby, long-time veteran of the endless war between above and below, is not the type of guy who finds Hell intimidating. All he has to do is toss on a demon's body, sneak through the infernal gates, solve the mystery of the angel's feather, and rescue the girl. Saving the day should just be a matter of an eon or two of anguish, mutilation and horror. If only it were that easy.

Hell Hath Frozen Over (Novella)

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Publisher : Annabelle Anders
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 114 pages
Book Rating : 4./5 ( download)

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Download or read book Hell Hath Frozen Over (Novella) written by Annabelle Anders and published by Annabelle Anders. This book was released on 2018-12-01 with total page 114 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Is it ever too late for love? The Duchess of Prescott, now a widow, fears she’s experienced all life has to offer. Thomas Findlay, a wealthy industrialist, knows she has not. Can he convince her she has love and passion in her future? And if he does, cans she convince herself to embrace it? Hell Hath Frozen Over is a Christmas novella that pairs well with Hell in a Hand Basket. It is part of Annabelle Anders’ wildly popular Devilish Debutantes’ Series.

Green Eyed Temptation (Halos & Horns: Book One)

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Publisher : Cajunflair Publishing
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Total Pages : 160 pages
Book Rating : 4./5 ( download)

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Book Synopsis Green Eyed Temptation (Halos & Horns: Book One) by : Lori Leger

Download or read book Green Eyed Temptation (Halos & Horns: Book One) written by Lori Leger and published by Cajunflair Publishing. This book was released on 2015-06-29 with total page 160 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: How does one Creole beauty choose between the two men who’ve both captured her heart? Meet Angelique Baptiste—happy with her career, her friends, and her man—sans the sex life, thanks to her shrink. After relying far too much on sex appeal to choose her partners, she accepts her therapist’s opinion that it’s done nothing but hinder her ability to make wise choices. As a result, she’s spent the last six months as chaste as a nun in a monastery—much to the chagrin of one particular “friend with potential” to be more. Michael Harper is a man of integrity, as well as a detective for the Lafayette Police Department. He doesn’t hide the fact that he’s crazy about Angelique, and he’s willing to wait for her to serve out her sentence of self-imposed celibacy. As trying as it is to be around her, he knows the reward for his perseverance will be a lifetime with the woman he loves. Or will it? Liam Nash, ex-Navy Seal turned body guard, has the unfortunate reputation of being the last man to break Angelique’s heart. More than a year earlier they’d been a couple, but rather than commit to a lifetime with her, he’d high-tailed it back to Texas. Within minutes of swaggering back into her life, he proves his reason for leaving was justified. He’s defeated the demons from his past and is all-too-willing to work at a happily ever after with her. Torn between two men she loves equally, Angelique agonizes over the choice she knows she must make. Just when she decides she can’t break one heart over another, fate steps in to decide for her. Note from the author: The Halos and Horns series is filled with new characters you’ll love, along with frequent appearances of old favorites from my La Fleur de Love series. Enjoy! ~ Lori Leger ~

Hell of a Book

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Publisher : Penguin
ISBN 13 : 0593330986
Total Pages : 337 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (933 download)

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Book Synopsis Hell of a Book by : Jason Mott

Download or read book Hell of a Book written by Jason Mott and published by Penguin. This book was released on 2022-06-28 with total page 337 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: ***2021 NATIONAL BOOK AWARD WINNER*** ***THE NATIONAL BESTSELLER*** Winner of the 2021 Sir Walter Raleigh Award for Fiction, Joyce Carol Oates Literary Prize Finalist, 2022 Chautauqua Prize Finalist, Willie Morris Award for Southern Writing Shortlist, 2021 Aspen Words Literary Prize Shortlist, 2022 Maya Angelou Book Award Shortlist, 2022 Carnegie Medal Longlist A Read With Jenna Today Show Book Club Pick! An Ebony Magazine Publishing Book Club Pick! One of Washington Post's 50 Notable Works of Fiction | One of Philadelphia Inquirer's Best Books of 2021 | One of Shelf Awareness's Top Ten Fiction Titles of the Year | One of TIME Magazine’s 100 Must-Read Books | One of NPR.org's "Books We Love" | EW’s "Guide to the Biggest and Buzziest Books of 2021" | One of the New York Public Library's Best Books for Adults | San Diego Union Tribune—My Favorite Things from 2021 | Writer's Bone's Best Books of 2021 | Atlanta Journal Constitution—Top 10 Southern Books of the Year | One of the Guardian's (UK) Best Ten 21st Century Comic Novels | One of Entertainment Weekly's 15 Books You Need to Read This June | On Entertainment Weekly's "Must List" | One of the New York Post's Best Summer Reading books | One of GMA's 27 Books for June | One of USA Today's 5 Books Not to Miss | One of Fortune's 21 Most Anticipated Books Coming Out in the Second Half of 2021 | One of The Root's PageTurners: It’s Getting Hot in Here | One of Real Simple's Best New Books to Read in 2021 An astounding work of fiction from New York Times bestselling author Jason Mott, always deeply honest, at times electrically funny, that goes to the heart of racism, police violence, and the hidden costs exacted upon Black Americans and America as a whole In Jason Mott’s Hell of a Book, a Black author sets out on a cross-country publicity tour to promote his bestselling novel. That storyline drives Hell of a Book and is the scaffolding of something much larger and more urgent: Mott’s novel also tells the story of Soot, a young Black boy living in a rural town in the recent past, and The Kid, a possibly imaginary child who appears to the author on his tour. As these characters’ stories build and converge, they astonish. For while this heartbreaking and magical book entertains and is at once about family, love of parents and children, art and money, it’s also about the nation’s reckoning with a tragic police shooting playing over and over again on the news. And with what it can mean to be Black in America. Who has been killed? Who is The Kid? Will the author finish his book tour, and what kind of world will he leave behind? Unforgettably told, with characters who burn into your mind and an electrifying plot ideal for book club discussion, Hell of a Book is the novel Mott has been writing in his head for the last ten years. And in its final twists, it truly becomes its title.

On the Cards Book One

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Publisher : Odette C. Bell
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 191 pages
Book Rating : 4./5 ( download)

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Download or read book On the Cards Book One written by Odette C. Bell and published by Odette C. Bell. This book was released on with total page 191 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Revenge isn't best served cold – it’s best served by someone else. In one moment, Nadine’s destiny changes. She’s snatched from her life and thrown into the police to work for the twisted but handsome Tom Walker. He has a plan for her, and it will start with solving a murder. As Nadine is pushed into a tangled mess of intrigue and danger at Tom’s side, she learns one thing. He wants her for something – revenge. And she doesn't mind. For now. The further she falls into this game – and his arms – the more she’ll struggle to escape. …. On the Cards follows a snarky magical card shark and the lying detective she’s indentured to as they fight to unify their broken city. If you love your urban fantasies with action, wit, and a splash of romance, grab On the Cards Book One today and soar free with an Odette C. Bell series.

Hell's Retribution

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Publisher : Brandy Marks
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 564 pages
Book Rating : 4./5 ( download)

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Download or read book Hell's Retribution written by Brandy Marks and published by Brandy Marks. This book was released on 2021-01-01 with total page 564 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Hell’s Retribution is a fantasy adventure novel based on presumed real-life events wherein Lucifer, a powerful cherub, and the first of its kind, gets into trouble with the Lord of Heaven. Lucifer lets his pride get in the way of his good sense, thereby corrupting him, and he is evicted from paradise. Working with his faithful commander, once an archangel, he sets out to destroy all who live on the earth wherein he now resides. Redemption is the last thing on his mind when he enters The Garden to create a little mischief. Doing his best to corrupt the people of earth by any means he can contrive, it does nothing but ensure his further unhappiness. Then, his favorite dragon, a cherub at one time, who’d followed him from paradise is killed. Lucifer’s goal now is seeking revenge on, Anak, one of the fabled Nephilim. Unconcerned with Lucifer, he enters hell with one of the Fae, to save a Faerie queen. Unknown to Anak, she’s a favorite of Lucifer’s. Twice rejected by her, and continually confronted by Lucifer, Anak and Kai struggle to find their way out of hell, through the chasm, and beyond where dangers Lurk but also the end of their journey. One disaster after another confronts the two, yet despite of all Lucifer's attempts to destroy Anak, he has failed. So, Lucifer kidnaps a certain angel he believes the man loves, and does his best to seduce her. But what is the end result when Lucifer himself is seduced by his own schemes? Will he find love at last or more disappointment? The adventure is seen through his eyes, as well as other characters: humans, the Fae, fallen angels, and other of heaven’s celestials. The quest takes them through Earth, into Hell, back to Heaven, and finally earth, again, for a surprising ending. Lest you imagine this is the end of the story, be not dismayed for their adventure truly has just begun.

Hell's Gate (Book 1 in New MULTIVERSE Series)

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Publisher : Baen Books
ISBN 13 : 1416509399
Total Pages : 634 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (165 download)

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Book Synopsis Hell's Gate (Book 1 in New MULTIVERSE Series) by : David Weber

Download or read book Hell's Gate (Book 1 in New MULTIVERSE Series) written by David Weber and published by Baen Books. This book was released on 2006-10-31 with total page 634 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The Union of Arcana has become the most powerful civilization in human history, expanding through the portals linking parallel universes and laying claim to one uninhabited planet after another. But now the Union's scouts have discovered a new portal, on the far side of which lies a shattering revelation.

Meet Me by Moonlight

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Publisher : Archway Publishing
ISBN 13 : 1480819301
Total Pages : 364 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (88 download)

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Book Synopsis Meet Me by Moonlight by : Michael A. Ambrosi

Download or read book Meet Me by Moonlight written by Michael A. Ambrosi and published by Archway Publishing. This book was released on 2015-07-14 with total page 364 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Her mother called her the Devils girl, and Grace grew up believing it. She now works in a brothel in the failed mining town of Silver Bough with nothing to look forward to but the slow fade of day into night. Soon, shell be too old to keep around, so Grace feels her only recourse is to trick a man into loving her and whisking her away from her life as a whore. Grace teeters on the edge of madness and despair. Some nights, she imagines herself wandering into the wilderness, never to be seen again. Shes in dire straights; her only options are a loveless marriage or disappearing into the desert to face certain death. Then, everything changes with the arrival of a mysterious stranger who claims to know all about her past. This stranger wants to show her who she really is, but Grace finds the truth crazier than fiction. Shes flung into a world of dark forces, frightening apparitions, and near-certain destruction. Does she have the strength to survive her own fate? Will she allow others to control her, or will she draw on her inner power to save herself and rise about the lost and the fallen?