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Book Synopsis Diary Of A Crack Addict's Wife by : Cynthia D. Hunter
Download or read book Diary Of A Crack Addict's Wife written by Cynthia D. Hunter and published by Dafina Books. This book was released on 2005 with total page 292 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This is the harrowing and unflinchingly candid story of one woman's vicarious descent into a nightmare of drugs, fear and violence. Hunter was a respected army veteran with a good job, a son and a no-nonsense attitude. Then she met Mark Davis, who promised Cynthia the world. She was three months pregnant when she discovered her husband's crack addiction and she did all she could to keep this discovery a secret. Meanwhile Mark was transformed into a monster capable of anything. Mesmerising and heart-wrenching, this is a staggering account of her liberation.
Download or read book Dope D!ck written by Alexis Storm and published by Independently Published. This book was released on 2023-07-16 with total page 0 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Dope D!ck: Are you ready to embark on a gripping and transformative journey? Step into the pages of "Dope D!ck: Diary of a Heroin Addicts Wife" a remarkable tale of courage, redemption, and self-discovery. Follow the captivating story of Alexis Storm as she navigates the tumultuous world of addiction, betrayal, and secrets. With each entry, you'll be drawn deeper into her life as the wife of a heroin addict, Written with raw honesty, "Journey to Resilience" delves into the complexities of relationships, the human spirit, and the pursuit of redemption. Within these pages, you'll find secrets, betrayal, witty observations, and sarcastic wit that will leave you both captivated and introspective. As you immerse yourself in this captivating story, you'll witness the highs and lows of addiction and recovery. Alexis and her husband, Jake, grapple with their demons, seeking treatment, battling relapses, and navigating the rocky terrain of trust and forgiveness. "Dope D!ck" is not just a diary; it's a powerful exploration of the human spirit's capacity for resilience, growth, and transformation. Through the honest and intimate reflections of Alexis Storm, you'll witness the strength that emerges from facing one's darkest moments head-on. This diary serves as a poignant reminder that the path to recovery is not linear but a lifelong journey. It explores themes of self-discovery, forgiveness, personal growth, and the pursuit of authentic connections. It will resonate with anyone who has faced adversity, struggled with addiction, or yearned for redemption. A Transformational Recovery Diary" invites you to join Alexis Storm on her transformative odyssey, as she navigates the complexities of addiction, love, and self-discovery. Get ready to be captivated, inspired, and profoundly moved by this remarkable tale.
Book Synopsis Diary of a Crack Addict's Aunt by : Reedy/Rite Word Book Publishing
Download or read book Diary of a Crack Addict's Aunt written by Reedy/Rite Word Book Publishing and published by . This book was released on 2003-12-01 with total page 160 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt:
Book Synopsis Raisins and Roaches by : Acie Cargill
Download or read book Raisins and Roaches written by Acie Cargill and published by Createspace Independent Publishing Platform. This book was released on 2016-01-25 with total page 248 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Raisins and Roaches is the story of my two years of heavy addiction to crack. I didn't drink or smoke pot. I just wanted crack. I couldn't be trusted anymore and that was my big claim to fame, my trustworthiness with everyone. Raisins are the good guys in the crack world. They have little black faces like raisins visible under their big sports hats and jackets and they always have on expensive shoes. Those are real crack dealers. You are safe with them. They will protect you and also sell you high quality drugs. They control the lots and buildings where they work. They get you in and get you out. They get your money and you get packets of dope. Roaches are the creeps who prey on the customers when the regular gangs are not working. Naturally you look for the raisins first, but they are only out there when they have a shipment of rocks to sell. The rest of the time, you are on your own. Everyone is your friend and no one is your friend. Desperation rules. You are desperate and everyone else is also. Money doesn't necessarily mean dope. You still got to find somebody you can trust to give the money to. Most people cannot be trusted because they want to get buzzed as bad as you do. Some people think they are bigger than coke. I guess I did also, but I found out the hard way that I am not. Coke is an overpowering monster. It controls us from the inside out. Our very souls get addicted. Total loss of self-control. Nothing else matters except to get a rush from smoking it. Other people don't matter, unless they are means of acquiring the rocks. If cops want to do some real good for the world, they can get the rocks off the street. We might not like it at first, but if the addicts quit the drug because there is none around, the cops have saved their lives and given them new hope. The cops have lifted a terrible affliction so the addict can grab hold of life. Otherwise, they are going to die from coke and live the rest of their lives in misery. I was addicted for two years. Hooked bad. Lost my money, my home, my belongings and my girlfriend. I feel I am still addicted. I probably always will be. We got this thing inside of us. Some scientists call it a subconscious. I call it a spirit. My spirit is still hooked. I can tell by the dreams I have, like this one last night. I was sitting on an olden wooden chair, like an antique Amish chair. Underneath me was a box full of perfectly squared off white, crystalline blocks. I was handcuffed to one of the blocks and a guy kept handcuffing me to more of them. Then my legs also. It was impossible for me to move. I know that was an addiction dream. I have had a lot of them. If I took one drag of crack, I would be right back where I was. I can never smoke it again and I never will. I went through psychotherapy for alcoholism and I feel pretty well cured of it. I can have a social beer or glass of wine now without continuing to oblivion. Not so with crack. It is a lot stronger addiction. At least, to me it sure is. Yes once addicted, you are always addicted to it. I don't believe any known therapy can get a person cleansed enough so they could be an occasional crack user. For me that extends to powder cocaine also. Never again.
Download or read book Iced written by Ray Shell and published by HarperCollins. This book was released on 2023-10-10 with total page 231 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: “Iced is a powerhouse. . . . Ray Shell writes beautifully. The story is heartbreaking. I kept putting it down and picking it up again—it won’t let me go.”—Maya Angelou A timeless tale of one man’s decline into the depths of addiction that is at both a shocking study of the addict’s life, and a deeply compelling and often uplifting tale of human love and loss. First published at the height of the crack cocaine epidemic thirty years ago, Ray Shell’s “powerhouse” (Maya Angelou) of a novel is as timely and relevant today as it was in 1994. It is the story of Cornelius Washington, a young upper-middle-class Black man blessed with burning talent and ambition, who enjoys experimenting with drugs—a dangerous pastime that gradually becomes a destructive addiction. Now a middle-aged crackhead, Cornelius ponders his life and the choices that have led him here. Written as a series of immersive stream of consciousness diary entries, Iced captures the despair and dashed dreams of a man caught between the harsh realities of his present and the adventures and upheavals of his past—a youth marked by a host of characters both intriguing and terrifying. A complicated man both compelling and maddening, sympathetic and defiant, Cornelius tries desperately to break free from his addiction, a struggle that ends in defeat time and time again. Despite the thought loops that lead to his bad choices, this painfully realistic character elicits hope for his survival, even though he will likely meet a devastating end. Resonant and haunting, illuminating and heartbreaking, Iced paints a portait of being Black in America, and the ways in which marginalized communities are targeted and ignored, left to suffer the consequences of policies made by powerful people ignorant and uncaring of their lives. It is a novel that transcends time, offering a glimpse of the past that is present in our lives today.
Book Synopsis Diary of a Crack Baby by : Lillian Hanna
Download or read book Diary of a Crack Baby written by Lillian Hanna and published by . This book was released on 2021-10-19 with total page pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This book describes the author's journey through a life filled with emotional pain, sexual violation and family disappointment. However, the story doesn't end there! Although she fell into the "cracks" of life, she overcame the mental and physical trauma and "climbed" out to became a dynamic wife, mother and leader.
Book Synopsis Introducing Celestine Epps by : Celestine Epps
Download or read book Introducing Celestine Epps written by Celestine Epps and published by America Star Books. This book was released on 2013-09 with total page 92 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: I have had the pleasure of meeting several recovering addicts over the past three years. Though we are different colors, male or female, we suffer the same. Addicts have an understanding of one another's world like no one else will have with you. Identify with my pain and if there is one thing you still seek to pull you out of the pit you are in, or know someone who is, may you find understanding here. Each and every person I crossed paths with in rehabs; outpatient, groups, AA, NA; I tried being as encouraging as I could. But, I was nowhere near perfect. When I admitted outwardly with my mouth, that I was an addict and could not control myself any longer, is when and when only, a change began in my life. Most call that the first step. I was addicted to crack cocaine, had this seven year secret that was devouring my very being. Yet regardless of your addiction, we are in common. I truly believe with my heart, addicts are a chosen people in a battle for the purpose of their lives. If my dirty laundry can be used to help just one person struggling with any type of addiction, than you can have it. My addiction lasted ten years, here I give you the first seven...
Book Synopsis Through the Eyes of a Drug-addict's Wife by : Word Girl
Download or read book Through the Eyes of a Drug-addict's Wife written by Word Girl and published by . This book was released on 2019-06-24 with total page 212 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: It didn't matter how many people said he was no good for her, she couldn't see it! She didn't see destructive, she saw his pain. She didn't see addiction, she saw his shame. She didn't see selfishness, she saw him trying to grab onto anything tangible. When others looked at him they saw a loser drug head that proved himself time after time that he'd never change. When she looked at him, she saw a man Jesus was murdered to save. They saw his foolishness and she saw her babies dad. They saw demons and she saw redemption. Maybe the fact that she was once wretched too made it easier for her to trust that reckless love was enough. Or maybe the fact that she had already escaped from a real demon before had everything to do with why she could see the truth in his eyes buried behind all of the lies. Any stranger on the street wouldn't care to fight for his life or any addict's life for that matter and perhaps that's why it takes seeing through the eyes of a wife to believe no matter how ugly one soul could be that Jesus came to set EVERY. SINGLE. captive free.
Book Synopsis My Friend My Lover My Husband by : Avis Lamb Brown
Download or read book My Friend My Lover My Husband written by Avis Lamb Brown and published by Outskirts Press. This book was released on 2019-11-16 with total page 206 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A Triumphant Experience Dealing with Crack Cocaine with My FRIEND, MY LOVER, MY HUSBAND. Mrs. Brown, in spite of self-denial old anxieties, memories, and pain, to rewrite her story from a Christian perspective about a victim's wife caught up in a drug culture. Brown now writes about the early years of her marriage absent of anger and hostility-redirecting the emotions of a wounded wife who wanted vengeance of her husband for creating years of suffering for her and the children. She has brought something new to her story after years of going through spousal drug recovery, mental healing, and finding God as the source of her strength. With an entirely different understanding of her past life, she can approach the story from the ways God was at work in all the drug-related difficulties create while her husband was dependent on crack cocaine. In finding the strength to overcome the warfare of the drug culture, the Browns found God during their family trials dealing with a crack addict. The crack cocaine epidemic within marriages and families has been the cause of many marital dysfunctions and dissolutions. She has taken the time to research and explain the physical and mental science of crack cocaine addiction to help others who are going through the same tragedy. To God be the Glory
Download or read book Go Ask Alice written by Anonymous and published by Simon and Schuster. This book was released on 1999-07-13 with total page 180 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A teen plunges into a downward spiral of addiction in this classic cautionary tale. January 24th After you’ve had it, there isn't even life without drugs… It started when she was served a soft drink laced with LSD in a dangerous party game. Within months, she was hooked, trapped in a downward spiral that took her from her comfortable home and loving family to the mean streets of an unforgiving city. It was a journey that would rob her of her innocence, her youth—and ultimately her life. Read her diary. Enter her world. You will never forget her. For thirty-five years, the acclaimed, bestselling first-person account of a teenage girl’s harrowing decent into the nightmarish world of drugs has left an indelible mark on generations of teen readers. As powerful—and as timely—today as ever, Go Ask Alice remains the definitive book on the horrors of addiction.
Book Synopsis Diary of a Drug Fiend by : Aleister Crowley
Download or read book Diary of a Drug Fiend written by Aleister Crowley and published by Blurb. This book was released on 2018-09 with total page 222 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The true story of Aleister Crowley's own experience with drugs.
Book Synopsis Actually I Have a Touch of Crack Addiction by : Waterline Publishing
Download or read book Actually I Have a Touch of Crack Addiction written by Waterline Publishing and published by Independently Published. This book was released on 2019-06 with total page 102 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Personal journal for anyone who is going through tough times. Keep the journal as a private reminder of these times or hold up the cover, and show anyone who asks how you are!.
Book Synopsis The Diary of P.O. Jones by : C.J. Messina
Download or read book The Diary of P.O. Jones written by C.J. Messina and published by PublishAmerica. This book was released on 2010-05-04 with total page 134 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: What is the meaning of life? Why do circumstances and situations turn out the way they do? Why did the terrorists on 9/11 commit their actions? Come explore one man's journey as he is confronted with these issues during his six months at the N.Y. City Police Academy during 2001.
Download or read book Scattered Pink written by Honesty Liller and published by . This book was released on 2022-02-22 with total page 118 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: During my active addiction, I thought I was going to die and I accepted that. It sounds morbid, but it was where I was in life. I was in love with heroin and the dysfunctional relationship I had with it. Being present in my everyday life was very difficult. Using drugs for the first time at the age of 12, I was just trying to fit in and have fun. Then there was heroin. The crimes I would commit and the hurt I would cause the people I loved never crossed my mind in pursuit of that drug. It didn't matter. I was in love the first time it was in my body. But when I finally stayed in recovery, magic truly happened. The path and journey of my life were changed completely. I am a woman in long-term recovery from drug addiction. What that means for me is that I have been drug and alcohol-free since May 27, 2007. Learning about my soul and truly who I am has been difficult, scary, beautiful, and amazing. Being able to wake up every day and walk in my purpose is priceless. I want the same for you.
Download or read book Victoria's Voice written by David Siegel and published by . This book was released on 2023-05-17 with total page 0 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: On June 6, 2015, David and Jackie Siegel received the call that no parent should ever get. Victoria, their beautiful, vibrant 18-year-old daughter, had died of a drug overdose. The Siegels vowed to do whatever it takes to prevent this from happening to other parents. Right after Victoria passed away, Jackie received a text from one of Victoria's friends, directing her to look in Victoria's bedroom nightstand for a secret diary Victoria had kept-and suggesting they publish it. The Siegels decided to honor Victoria's wish. Victoria's diary, in her own hand and featuring her own art, is bookended by intros by her parents before it and tips and resources after it. Victoria's Voice is a gripping peek inside the mind of a sometimes happy, healthy teen and other times a teen dramatically influenced by drugs and alcohol. This is Victoria's voice-from beyond the grave. It could save your child's life.
Download or read book Suburban Junky written by Jude Hassan and published by Jude Hassan. This book was released on 2012-11 with total page 195 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Jude Hassan came from an upper-middle class household in suburban St. Louis. For most of his life, he was an all-around normal kid. He excelled in sports and academics, and cherished his time at home with his family. It wasn't until he turned fifteen that things went seriously wrong. While attending his first high school party, he was introduced to pot and alcohol. Needless to say, he gave in to the pressure. A month after that, he discovered heroin. The drug had just made its way into the suburban party scene, and Jude was sure that he could get away with doing it only once. He was sadly mistaken. Within a few short months, his entire life was in shambles. In a series of events that leaves you grasping for the next page, Jude spares no amount of detail in his account of his near-decade long struggle with drug addiction, and the horrors he witnessed along the way.
Book Synopsis Diary of a Drug Addict by : Kathy S. Thompson M.A.
Download or read book Diary of a Drug Addict written by Kathy S. Thompson M.A. and published by AuthorHouse. This book was released on 2022-12-15 with total page 492 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: I’m introducing a new genre by way of the Diary—Education Fiction. Drug Education runs all through the book. The purpose of the book is to educate. The more people who know about the world of drugs and drug addicts, the better—that is why the book is Education Fiction and not just a simple diary. Because the book is Education Fiction, the overall writing of the diary is on the academic and sometimes even scholarly side. Still, it is fiction and it has to be more academic and scholarly since its real purpose is to inform and educate and help drug users and addicts and also their families. The book is also for professionals.
