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Healing The Christian Wound

Author : Chaun Conscious
Publisher : BookRix
ISBN 13 : 3743868989
Total Pages : 50 pages
Book Rating : 4.7/5 (438 download)

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Download or read book Healing The Christian Wound written by Chaun Conscious and published by BookRix. This book was released on 2019-02-21 with total page 50 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Who Am I To Speak on Christianity? About The Author I came into the world with an enormous amount of pain to. To deal with my pain I turned to religion at a very young age, namely at 10 or 11 years old. After experiencing the religion of Christianity I converted to Islam at the age of 18 and by the age of 21 I left religion entirely. At the age of 29 I embraced myself as male and I underwent a physical gender transition and at the age of 31 I went through a series of intense supernatural experiences which revealed insights previously unknown to the Planet. It is important to recognise that when I spent time as a Christian and then as a Muslim, I wholeheartedly believed in both of the faiths at the time of practicing it. As a Christian I read the Bible cover to cover and regularly attended Church and ‘cell groups’. As a Muslim I wore a headscarf, prayed 5 times a day and I wrote articles about why Islam is the perfect and true religion. This Guide is for anyone wanting to explore themselves deeper than they may have allowed themselves to whilst concentrated within the parameters of a religion - namely the monotheistic religions. I hope that it causes movement within you that feels both good to you as well as movement that feels like freeing. Healing The Christian Wound The Christian Wound it is a vibration that 89% of us hold which means that learning about it is not only important for Christians, but for us all. Put simply, the Christian Wound is the vibration which manifests into a belief that “I am wrong and there is something wrong with the world”. People with a lot of money, wealth or fame tend to not hold this vibration very strongly. This vibration is most common amongst the impoverished, the downtrodden and the ill fated. Whilst this vibration was not caused by Christianity per se, it has it’s origins in Christianity because when the vibration first arrived on planet Earth it manifested as the invention of Christianity – officially around 323 AD – that is, 323 years after the prophet Yeshua died. Yeshua is the Aramaic name for the person we in English call Jesus. Jesus Christ as a concept represents both a historical myth and a historical falsehood. There is no power in the word Jesus. Words only have power according to the meaning we as God give to them. There is no more power in the word Jesus than there is in the very offensive word 'nigger'.

Eerie Silence

Author : Ammar Saheli
Publisher : WestBow Press
ISBN 13 : 1973643839
Total Pages : 254 pages
Book Rating : 4.9/5 (736 download)

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Download or read book Eerie Silence written by Ammar Saheli and published by WestBow Press. This book was released on 2018-10-31 with total page 254 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Eerie Silence is a revelatory, jolting exploration into the ramifications of justice inaction in America and beyond and how silence has destructively contributed to issues related to race, racism, education, theology, and racial identity development. The compiled scholarship and research contained within the Eerie Silence project is provoking, risky, confrontational, validating, challenging, feisty, and emotionally and intellectually vulnerable. It is a must read for every person seeking a better grasp of the historically interlocked elements of race, racism, religion, theology, authentic Christianity, and racial identity development, especially as it relates to America and its influence. Erie Silence is an amazing book! Dr. Saheli has carefully deconstructed not only biblical narratives but also global history like an artist. With every stroke of his brush, he has created a multi-layered and complete work that has direct applications in many fields and disciplines... —Jennifer Tosch, Founder, Black Heritage Tours in NY State & Amsterdam, Netherlands Member, Mapping Slavery Project Netherlands Well-researched, superbly argued, and profoundly written, Eerie Silence is all at once a history lesson, critical social commentary, autobiographical sketch, sermon, and call to action to end the silence on race/racism. Saheli does a masterful job of intersecting several areas that share the stamp of racism and injustice in common. This is a powerful read for those who are in need for a deep, thoughtful, provocative, intellectual, and empowering learning experience about race in the United States. —Sharroky Hollie, PhD Executive Director, Center for Culturally Responsive Teaching and Learning This is a wine that will not last long in the wineskins of traditionalism, conservatism, anti-ism, self-righteousness, and isolated fellowship with link minded others, it is a call to ministry to break down the middle wall of racial partition in the church and society in order that generations of women, men, and young people might go unencumbered in their full potential and development. —James L. Taylor, PhD, Professor of Politics San Francisco, California

The Silent Patient

Author : Alex Michaelides
Publisher : Celadon Books
ISBN 13 : 1250301718
Total Pages : 322 pages
Book Rating : 4.2/5 (53 download)

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Download or read book The Silent Patient written by Alex Michaelides and published by Celadon Books. This book was released on 2019-02-05 with total page 322 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: **THE INSTANT #1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER** "An unforgettable—and Hollywood-bound—new thriller... A mix of Hitchcockian suspense, Agatha Christie plotting, and Greek tragedy." —Entertainment Weekly The Silent Patient is a shocking psychological thriller of a woman’s act of violence against her husband—and of the therapist obsessed with uncovering her motive. Alicia Berenson’s life is seemingly perfect. A famous painter married to an in-demand fashion photographer, she lives in a grand house with big windows overlooking a park in one of London’s most desirable areas. One evening her husband Gabriel returns home late from a fashion shoot, and Alicia shoots him five times in the face, and then never speaks another word. Alicia’s refusal to talk, or give any kind of explanation, turns a domestic tragedy into something far grander, a mystery that captures the public imagination and casts Alicia into notoriety. The price of her art skyrockets, and she, the silent patient, is hidden away from the tabloids and spotlight at the Grove, a secure forensic unit in North London. Theo Faber is a criminal psychotherapist who has waited a long time for the opportunity to work with Alicia. His determination to get her to talk and unravel the mystery of why she shot her husband takes him down a twisting path into his own motivations—a search for the truth that threatens to consume him....

Stories of Resilience in Childhood

Author : Daniel D. Challener
Publisher : Taylor & Francis
ISBN 13 : 9780815328001
Total Pages : 214 pages
Book Rating : 4.3/5 (28 download)

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Download or read book Stories of Resilience in Childhood written by Daniel D. Challener and published by Taylor & Francis. This book was released on 1997 with total page 214 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: In order to study resilience in children, the author examines five autobiographical narratives which deal extensively with childhood difficulties: I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings, The Woman Warrior, Hunger of Memory, Brothers and Keepers, and This Boy's Life. In analyzing these stories, he draws on topics such as urban school reform, birth order, bilingual education, the importance of family and community, child development, gender stereotyping, and discrimination based on race, ethnicity, and sexual identity. Annotation copyrighted by Book News, Inc., Portland, OR

Uncomfortable Silence

Author : O. M. James
Publisher : Mirador Publishing
ISBN 13 : 1908200049
Total Pages : 216 pages
Book Rating : 4.9/5 (82 download)

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Download or read book Uncomfortable Silence written by O. M. James and published by Mirador Publishing. This book was released on 2011-01-19 with total page 216 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Simon Sanders sits desperate and forlorn in the empty home he once shared with his wife and two children. They have left because of his uncontrollable anger. As he reflects on what could have been he is reminded of a period in his life when his world was changed forever by acts of unspeakable horror and depravity perpetrated by the devil himself. Unsure about his role in life "s grand scheme his mind is awash with thoughts of lost opportunities and unfulfilled potential, his regret is coupled with a deep ingrained fear of authority figures. Burdened by self-loathing, guilt and questions of if only ", he tries to understand why such an evil was visited upon him.Simon "s story is unique in that it delves deep into the psyche and mire of a confused conscious and sub-conscious, revealing one man "s struggle as he battles with unseen demons in a contest for his sanity. Definitely not a comfortable read Uncomfortable Silence " will disturb your mind with its vivid depiction of neglectful abuse and hopeless despair. Can Simon find redemption from this eternal nightmare in turn adding peace to a troubled existence? Only time will tell.

Awake in the River and Shedding Silence

Author : Janice Mirikitani
Publisher : University of Washington Press
ISBN 13 : 0295749598
Total Pages : 274 pages
Book Rating : 4.2/5 (957 download)

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Download or read book Awake in the River and Shedding Silence written by Janice Mirikitani and published by University of Washington Press. This book was released on 2022-02-23 with total page 274 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Groundbreaking poems in Asian American feminist literature Fierce, raw, and unapologetic, Janice Mirikitani’s poetry and prose are as vibrant and resonant today as when these two collections were first published in 1978 and 1987. Now back in print in one volume, Awake in the River and Shedding Silence epitomizes Mirikitani’s singular voice—one that is brash, sexual, politically outspoken, and unconcerned with pandering to mainstream audiences. An influential artist and activist, Mirikitani has advanced the causes of women of color feminisms, global anti-imperialism, and Afro-Asian solidarity for more than fifty years. Her writings confront sexualized violence, anti-Asian racism, the intergenerational trauma of incarceration, the dangers of passivity, and internalized oppression, while also illuminating the power of awakening from silence and fighting for justice. Connecting Japanese American discrimination with broader struggles from the local to the global, Awake in the River and Shedding Silence showcases how the renowned poet found power in speaking out.

The Silence of Jesus

Author : James Breech
Publisher : Fortress Press
ISBN 13 : 9781451410266
Total Pages : 264 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (12 download)

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Download or read book The Silence of Jesus written by James Breech and published by Fortress Press. This book was released on 1983-01-01 with total page 264 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A bold and creative synthesis of historical method, literary criticism, and philosophical and psychological insight. Includes a new Preface from the author.

Blue Door

Author : Tanya Barfield
Publisher : Dramatists Play Service Inc
ISBN 13 : 9780822222095
Total Pages : 60 pages
Book Rating : 4.2/5 (22 download)

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Download or read book Blue Door written by Tanya Barfield and published by Dramatists Play Service Inc. This book was released on 2007 with total page 60 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: THE STORY: Lewis is a tenured professor of mathematics at a well-regarded university. Underneath his veneer of success, however, lies a soul troubled by questions of personal and cultural identity. When his wife leaves him, apparently due to the fa

The Art of Mindful Silence

Author : Adam Ford
Publisher : Ivy Press
ISBN 13 : 1908005157
Total Pages : 76 pages
Book Rating : 4.9/5 (8 download)

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Download or read book The Art of Mindful Silence written by Adam Ford and published by Ivy Press. This book was released on 2011-10-24 with total page 76 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The Art of Mindful Silence explores our existential search for mindful solitude, what it can mean, and how we can all benefit from peaceful solace. Silence-seeker Adam Ford wisely interrogates the quiet spaces and pauses in life, drawing upon the spirtual use of solitude in religious traditions from Native American intitiation ceremonies to Christian hermitages. He examines the creative power of silence as a source of inner strength and self-knowledge, and also reveals its darker side when used as a political or relationship weapon. Through personal anecdote and practical daily meditations, The Art of Mindful Silence shows how we can all find moments of soothing peace to nourish our spirits in an increasingly chaotic world.

Lectionary Worship Workbook

Author : Chuck Cammarata
Publisher : CSS Publishing
ISBN 13 : 0788023721
Total Pages : 314 pages
Book Rating : 4.7/5 (88 download)

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Download or read book Lectionary Worship Workbook written by Chuck Cammarata and published by CSS Publishing. This book was released on 2005 with total page 314 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: With this comprehensive library of creative liturgical material, your Sunday services will transform worshipers from mere spectators into active participants in each week's liturgy. The prayers and conversation-like responsive litanies in this diverse collection are guaranteed to breathe new life into the lectionary texts and truly make a difference in the hearts and lives of the people in your pews. For every Sunday and other major occasions throughout the church year, there are numerous calls to worship, prayers of confession, assurances of pardon, prayers of dedication, pastoral prayers, and benedictions - all specifically tailored to the day's readings - that penetrate straight to the heart of the scripture and discern Christ's message for our everyday lives. Each chapter also includes a helpful list of recommended hymns and praise songs that reinforce the main themes and ideas expressed in the prayers. This innovative workbook is a rich source of thought-provoking material that can be used as written or easily adapted to fit your individual circumstances - you'll use it again and again to keep your worship services fresh, passionate, and stimulating. Book jacket.

'You Should See Yourself'

Author : Vincent Brook
Publisher : Rutgers University Press
ISBN 13 : 081353996X
Total Pages : 351 pages
Book Rating : 4.8/5 (135 download)

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Download or read book 'You Should See Yourself' written by Vincent Brook and published by Rutgers University Press. This book was released on 2006-07-24 with total page 351 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The past few decades have seen a remarkable surge in Jewish influences on American culture. Entertainers and artists such as Jerry Seinfeld, Adam Sandler, Allegra Goodman, and Tony Kushner have heralded new waves of television, film, literature, and theater; a major klezmer revival is under way; bagels are now as commonplace as pizza; and kabbalah has become as cool as crystals. Does this broad range of cultural expression accurately reflect what it means to be Jewish in America today? Bringing together fourteen new essays by leading scholars, You Should See Yourself examines the fluctuating representations of Jewishness in a variety of areas of popular culture and high art, including literature, the media, film, theater, music, dance, painting, photography, and comedy. Contributors explore the evolution that has taken place within these cultural forms and how we can best explain these changes. Are variations in our understanding of Jewishness the result of general phenomena such as multiculturalism, politics, and postmodernism, or are they the product of more specifically Jewish concerns such as the intermarriage/continuity crisis, religious renewal, and relations between the United States and Israel? Accessible to students and general readers alike, this volume takes an important step toward advancing the discussion of Jewish cultural influences in this country.

A Book of Silence

Author : Sara Maitland
Publisher : Catapult
ISBN 13 : 1619021420
Total Pages : 320 pages
Book Rating : 4.6/5 (19 download)

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Download or read book A Book of Silence written by Sara Maitland and published by Catapult. This book was released on 2010-09-01 with total page 320 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A personal and cultural exploration of silence and its value in our lives—“[an] artful book, mixing autobiography, travel writing, meditation, and essay” (Independent, UK). In her late forties, after a noisy upbringing as one of six children and adulthood as a vocal feminist and mother, Sara Maitland found herself living alone in the country and, to her surprise, falling in love with silence. In this fascinating, intelligent, and beautifully written book, Maitland describes how she began to explore this new love, spending periods of silence in the Sinai desert, the Scottish hills, and a remote cottage on the Isle of Skye. Maitland also delves deep into the rich cultural history of silence, exploring its significance in fairy tale and myth, its importance to the Western and Eastern religious traditions, and its use in psychoanalysis and artistic expression. Her story culminates in her building a hermitage on an isolated moor in Galloway. “Her book is probably unique in its subject, and timely, because good, healing silence is becoming hard to find, and we may not know we need it” (Guardian, UK).

Sonatas, Screams, and Silence

Author : Alexis Luko
Publisher : Routledge
ISBN 13 : 1135022739
Total Pages : 334 pages
Book Rating : 4.1/5 (35 download)

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Download or read book Sonatas, Screams, and Silence written by Alexis Luko and published by Routledge. This book was released on 2015-08-11 with total page 334 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Sonatas, Screams, and Silence: Music and Sound in the Films of Ingmar Bergman is the first musical examination of Bergman’s style as an auteur filmmaker. It provides a comprehensive examination of all three aspects (music, sound effects, and voice) of Bergman’s signature soundtrack-style. Through examinations of Bergman’s biographical links to music, the role of music, sound effects, silence, and voice, and Bergman’s working methods with sound technicians, mixers, and editors, this book argues that Bergman’s soundtracks are as superbly developed as his psychological narratives and breathtaking cinematography. Interdisciplinary in nature, this book bridges the fields of music, sound, and film.

The Right Time

Author : Isaac Hill Sr.
Publisher : Xlibris Corporation
ISBN 13 : 1514424339
Total Pages : 370 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (144 download)

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Download or read book The Right Time written by Isaac Hill Sr. and published by Xlibris Corporation. This book was released on 2015-11-12 with total page 370 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: It is a fact that anywhere a person goes, they must take their entire self with them. Will the exploration of outer space remain an absolutely necessary endeavor? It will. Will the discovery of something valuable in outer space start a mad dash into it by prospectors? It will. Will the discovery of an advanced alien race influence humans philosophies and religious beliefs? It will. Join us into the lives of future human beings who must constantly examine and apply themselves against who they are and who they will become if they mingle with aliens who have a God of their own and live in a single-race, moneyless society, where duty and love are more than just words. Take the entire journey.

Daughter of Souls & Silence

Author : Annie Anderson
Publisher : Annie Anderson
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 194 pages
Book Rating : 4./5 ( download)

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Download or read book Daughter of Souls & Silence written by Annie Anderson and published by Annie Anderson. This book was released on 2018-11-13 with total page 194 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A Council full of Ethereal Elders wants me dead. Yep, it's a regular Tuesday. When you kill a demon there are consequences. Centuries-old witch, tattoo artist, half-demon... none of those titles are going to save me this time. The only way I'm going to get out of my death sentence is to take down the biggest, baddest demon there is... My father. And I thought being burned at the stake was bad...

Unstuck

Author : Steve Shores
Publisher : Wipf and Stock Publishers
ISBN 13 : 1666790532
Total Pages : 113 pages
Book Rating : 4.6/5 (667 download)

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Download or read book Unstuck written by Steve Shores and published by Wipf and Stock Publishers. This book was released on 2022-05-26 with total page 113 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: We live in a vast social wordscape made up almost entirely of chit-chat, or we're being talked at rather than with. Often, we feel targeted by others' words rather than invited into a mutual conversation. It can be hard to find a relationship that involves solid words on which to rest our tattered souls. In your hands, you hold a book with pages dusted by the Word, Jesus Christ. It assumes that since Jesus is still alive and still hears and speaks, there really is hope that humans can do the same. In fact, we're designed to do the same, we've just lost the skill. This object you have found, this book, invites you to engage in spiritual conversations, those that the Spirit of Christ, our helper, has always hoped we could have with each other. In spiritual conversations, chit-chat and targeting give way to real talk in which to rest, heal, repent, and grow.

Stranger at the Gate

Author : Mel White
Publisher : Penguin
ISBN 13 : 0452273811
Total Pages : 369 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (522 download)

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Download or read book Stranger at the Gate written by Mel White and published by Penguin. This book was released on 1995-04-01 with total page 369 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: “Compelling...eloquent and compassionate...We learn as much about growing up in the Christian right as we do about gay life in Mel White’s heartfelt and revealing memoir.”—San Francisco Examiner Until Christmas Eve 1991, Mel White was regarded by the leaders of the religious right as one of their most talented and productive supporters. He penned the speeches of Ollie North. He was a ghostwriter for Jerry Falwell, worked with Jim Bakker, flew in Pat Robertson's private jet, walked sandy beaches with Billy Graham. What these men didn't know was that Mel White—evangelical minister, committed Christian, family man—was gay. In this remarkable book, Mel White details his twenty-five years of being counseled, exorcised, electric-shocked, prayed for, and nearly driven to suicide because his church said homosexuality was wrong. But his salvation—to be openly gay and Christian—is more than a unique coming-out story. It is a chilling exposé that goes right into the secret meetings and hidden agendas of the religious right. Told by an eyewitness and sure to anger those Mel White once knew best, Stranger at the Gate is a warning about where the politics of hate may lead America...a brave book by a good man whose words can make us richer in spirit and much wiser too.