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Love and Medicine

Author : J. P. Oliver
Publisher : Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
ISBN 13 : 9781723277665
Total Pages : 302 pages
Book Rating : 4.2/5 (776 download)

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Download or read book Love and Medicine written by J. P. Oliver and published by Createspace Independent Publishing Platform. This book was released on 2018-07-19 with total page 302 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: ROSS I was never supposed to see Tom again after the one passionate night we spent together. That's the way I prefer it. I was definitely never supposed to operate on him when he was brought into my ER after his accident. That part's against the law. It was an honest mistake - I didn't realize until later that the man I'd just put back together was the same man who'd just spent the previous night taking me apart, innuendo most definitely intended. And when I paid his medical bills, that was just a guilty conscience. He wouldn't have been on the road as tired as he was if me and my issues hadn't been against him staying the night. But when I keep making up excuses to see him, and those turn into justifications for why I'm mashing my lips up against his and taking off his clothes again and throwing him down on my desk, well... Okay, I admit it. That might technically be my bad. After my last disastrous relationship, commitment's been a no go for me. I don't know how to turn my back on the first guy in forever to actually make me feel something. Make me willing to risk everything. Except it's not just a cliché here. But no matter what my head says, I can't ignore what my heart is telling me. TOM I'm getting sick of people telling me to stay away from Ross. At first it was just a joke. He had a reputation for being a bad boy, and people don't call me tight-ass as a compliment to my glutes. I never thought we'd actually hit it off. The only thing we had in common that night were too many drinks and loneliness. But we did connect, on a deeper level than I can't even explain to myself - let alone to everyone who seems to have an opinion now on why I can't be with the doctor who saved my life. Even if he's also the only one who can heal my soul. Normally I'm the guy that's all about listening to what others think, but this time is different. This time I've got to listen to my heart. This 50,000 word standalone features medical misadventures and sexual healing. Our heroes won't let the law stand in the way of true love, but you should if you're under eighteen please!

Unholy Craving

Author : Lynn Burke
Publisher : Lynn Burke
ISBN 13 : 9781955635158
Total Pages : 344 pages
Book Rating : 4.6/5 (351 download)

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Download or read book Unholy Craving written by Lynn Burke and published by Lynn Burke. This book was released on 2021-11-16 with total page 344 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: As a newly appointed youth pastor, I blindly walk by faith, stumbling without the promised light down God's chosen path. Until a young man resurrects the sinful nature I've rejected in my strive for purity. Isaac Van Dusen, my pastor's son. He's troubled. Rebellious. Off limits to my lonely heart, yet gives me breath when I feel I'm drowning and in need of a savior. Isaac's hunger for sin rivals mine, the kind that consumes. Burns like fire and brimstone. I'm determined to stay in a constant state of prayer, begging for delivery from temptation-all while dreaming of being on my knees for entirely different reasons. I want to submit to the unholy craving between us and worship the young man entrusted to my spiritual care. But acting on the lusts of the flesh ensures our fall from grace, and I can't allow him to be the second one to pay the price for my sins. Even if it means living a lie for eternity.

A Forbidden Rumspringa

Author : Keira Andrews
Publisher : Keira Andrews
ISBN 13 : 0993859828
Total Pages : 252 pages
Book Rating : 4.9/5 (938 download)

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Download or read book A Forbidden Rumspringa written by Keira Andrews and published by Keira Andrews. This book was released on 2014 with total page 252 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: When two young Amish men find love, will they risk losing everything? In a world where every detail of life is dictated by God and the all-powerful rules of the church, David takes on Isaac as a carpentry apprentice. Soon their attraction grows amid the sweat and sawdust, and they share sinful secrets. Can they reconcile their shocking desires with their commitment to faith, family and community?

Forbidden Passion ( The Black & White Gay Shifter Romance MM Series )

Author : Jodie Sloan
Publisher : Publisher s21017
ISBN 13 : 6051764097
Total Pages : 49 pages
Book Rating : 4.0/5 (517 download)

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Download or read book Forbidden Passion ( The Black & White Gay Shifter Romance MM Series ) written by Jodie Sloan and published by Publisher s21017. This book was released on 2015-06-26 with total page 49 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Tom Langley Sharpe III is a teenager who probably has it all. He is an only child in a wealthy family that owns a ranch that trains race horses. When he was still a teenager, he discovered that he had a thing for other men, at one point even making a hit on Valerie, a man of French decent who worked for them. Valerie works as an all rounder, valet, chauffeur, right hand man for the family, and especially for Thomas Langley Sharpe III, Tom's father. Valerie is very close to the family and knows how the family businesses are run. He informs Thomas of his sons gay trend. Daniel Peters is an African American guy who has worked on the ranch from a young tender age. He began working on the ranch when he was barely 10 after his parents passed away, and they immediately hit it off with Tom, becoming friends, most especially since they were almost the same age and the only young people on the ranch at the time. Since they become good friends, Tom's father invites him to come and move closer to the ranch house, and when Thomas sees how in love the two young men are, he decides to bring them even closer and asks Daniel to move into the mansion with them. He treats him as his son and affords him all of the luxuries that he gives to his son, Tom. Tom Langley realizes his intense attraction towards Daniel when he finishes school and comes home. By then Daniel is his horse’s trainer and as Tom tries to get closer to the horse, he and Daniel become even closer, at some point even almost making out in a stream. Tom decides that he cannot keep his feelings a secret and tells Daniel exactly how he feels while they are out camping on the prairie, only to discover that Daniel also has the same feelings. At around the same time, Tom's parents are involved in an accident and pass away. Will Tom continue having the same feelings for Daniel, or will he blame their gay relationship for his parent’s death?

Unholy Yearning

Author : Lynn Burke
Publisher : Lynn Burke
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 292 pages
Book Rating : 4./5 ( download)

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Download or read book Unholy Yearning written by Lynn Burke and published by Lynn Burke. This book was released on 2022-01-04 with total page 292 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Enjoy this steamy, multiple partners, forbidden mm romance novel by contemporary author Lynn Burke... As a Christian counselor, I strive for integrity in helping guide others in God’s will for their lives. Until a young man walks into my office for premarital counseling—the stranger who ensnared my soul eight months earlier with his bewitching green eyes. Levi Townson. The one whose addictive, luscious mouth I can’t cleanse from my memory. My hunger for another taste of him should assure me of my need for a savior, not shepherd me down the rabbit hole toward depravity. Levi’s yearnings mirror mine, the kind that dominates my will. Incinerates and leaves me powerless against my sinful nature. But if we fall from grace, neither of us will escape unscathed. Unholy Yearning is the second standalone novel in the forbidden gay romance Sinful Natures series which focuses on religious men learning to accept who they are. MM HEA guaranteed, this steamy LGBTQ romance contains religious undertones and homophobia. Perfect for readers who enjoy multiple partners that include an engaged couple who invite their marriage counselor in their bed to sate their curiosity before tying the knot—and end up paying the price for their supposed sins. If you’re a fan of Lucy Lennox, Ella Frank, J.R. Gray, Jacki James, Alessandra Hazard, Saxon James, and Baylin Crow you’re going to love this forbidden gay romance novel! *Warning: this MM title contains multiple partners/multiple pairings including MF and also infidelity Keywords: gay love, gay sex, gay relationships, LGBT, m/m romance, queer fiction, romance, contemporary romance, male/male romance, MM, gay romance, forbidden romance, forbidden, contemporary forbidden romance, LGBTQ romance, gay first time, gay male romance, gay lovers, gay virgin, gay taboo, second chance romance, HEA, MMF, multiple partners.

Forever Moore

Author : Riley Hart
Publisher : Independently Published
ISBN 13 : 9781095745861
Total Pages : 282 pages
Book Rating : 4.7/5 (458 download)

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Download or read book Forever Moore written by Riley Hart and published by Independently Published. This book was released on 2019-04-25 with total page 282 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: With his raven hair and snow-white skin, Lord Ansil Eirwin draws unwanted attention wherever he goes. After his father's untimely death, Ansil is set to become Duke of Ravenswood on his next birthday. The gallant and timid lord would never dream of shirking responsibility, so he subverts his desires in order to please his mother and new stepfather, Reginald.Orien Moore, known as the Huntsman, lives on the fringes and has forsaken close bonds with anyone, even the misfits he has taken in. When Orien is called upon by his brother, Reginald, to kill the pampered future duke, it is the perfect opportunity to seek revenge against his power-hungry brother. Orien formulates a plan to use Reginald's vicious request to his advantage by kidnapping Ansil and holding him hostage until he can fulfill his birthright.Soon Orien realizes that Ansil is nothing like he'd expected. Kind and joyful, Ansil enchants Orien and his ragtag group. And Ansil, in turn, cannot help but be curious about the gruff huntsman as Orien's vulnerabilities are exposed. Their mutual interest transforms into affection, followed by overwhelming desire. But they are living on borrowed time.With Reginald seeking power in Ravenswood, they have no way of knowing what will transpire once Orien returns Ansil to his proper place in society. The only certainty is that the odds are stacked against them. Will the young lord and his huntsman ever have the chance to experience the happily ever after they've found in each other's arms?***PLEASE NOTE: FOREVER MOORE is a romantic fairy tale-minus the magic-that features one reluctant lord, one brooding huntsman, and plenty of angsty, forbidden love. It's loosely based on a treasured fairy tale in a make-believe setting that isn't part of any specific time period and doesn't play by any traditional rules. (less)

The Binding

Author : Bridget Collins
Publisher : HarperCollins
ISBN 13 : 0062838113
Total Pages : 473 pages
Book Rating : 4.0/5 (628 download)

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Download or read book The Binding written by Bridget Collins and published by HarperCollins. This book was released on 2019-04-09 with total page 473 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: NATIONAL BESTSELLER A NEW YORK TIMES BOOK REVIEW EDITORS' CHOICE Proclaimed as “truly spellbinding,” a “great fable” that “functions as transporting romance” by the Guardian, the runaway #1 international bestseller "A rich, gothic entertainment that explores what books have trapped inside them and reminds us of the power of storytelling. Spellbinding.” — TRACY CHEVALIER Imagine you could erase grief. Imagine you could remove pain. Imagine you could hide the darkest, most horrifying secret. Forever. Young Emmett Farmer is working in the fields when a strange letter arrives summoning him away from his family. He is to begin an apprenticeship as a Bookbinder—a vocation that arouses fear, superstition, and prejudice amongst their small community, but one neither he nor his parents can afford to refuse. For as long as he can recall, Emmett has been drawn to books, even though they are strictly forbidden. Bookbinding is a sacred calling, Seredith informs her new apprentice, and he is a binder born. Under the old woman’s watchful eye, Emmett learns to hand-craft the elegant leather-bound volumes. Within each one they will capture something unique and extraordinary: a memory. If there’s something you want to forget, a binder can help. If there’s something you need to erase, they can assist. Within the pages of the books they create, secrets are concealed and the past is locked away. In a vault under his mentor’s workshop rows upon rows of books are meticulously stored. But while Seredith is an artisan, there are others of their kind, avaricious and amoral tradesman who use their talents for dark ends—and just as Emmett begins to settle into his new circumstances, he makes an astonishing discovery: one of the books has his name on it. Soon, everything he thought he understood about his life will be dramatically rewritten. An unforgettable novel of enchantment, mystery, memory, and forbidden love, The Binding is a beautiful homage to the allure and life-changing power of books—and a reminder to us all that knowledge can be its own kind of magic.

The Fighter

Author : E L Todd
Publisher :
ISBN 13 : 9781095597064
Total Pages : 278 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (97 download)

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Download or read book The Fighter written by E L Todd and published by . This book was released on 2019-05-13 with total page 278 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Finn did the unthinkable.He left.Just as my parents abandoned me, he left to live a better life.It took so long to pick up the pieces, but I've sworn to never fall in love again.And to never take Finn back...no matter how much he begs.

Semper Fi

Author : Keira Andrews
Publisher : Keira Andrews
ISBN 13 : 0993859852
Total Pages : 320 pages
Book Rating : 4.9/5 (938 download)

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Download or read book Semper Fi written by Keira Andrews and published by Keira Andrews. This book was released on 2017-06-26 with total page 320 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The war is over. The battle for love has just begun. As Marines, Cal and Jim depended on each other to survive bloodshed and despair in the Pacific. Relieved to put the horrors of war behind him, Jim went home to his apple orchard and a quiet life with his wife and children. Knowing Jim could never return his forbidden feelings, Cal hoped time and an ocean between them would dull the yearning for his best friend. But when Jim’s wife dies, Cal returns to help. He doesn’t know a thing about apple farming—or children—but he’s determined to be there for Jim, even as the painful torch he carries blazes back to life. Jim is grateful for his friend’s support as he struggles with buried emotions and dark wartime memories. Then Jim begins to see Cal in a new light, and their relationship deepens in ways neither expected. Can they build a life together as a family and find happiness in a world that would condemn them?

With Every Heartbeat

Author : Linda Kage
Publisher : Linda Kage
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 515 pages
Book Rating : 4./5 ( download)

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Download or read book With Every Heartbeat written by Linda Kage and published by Linda Kage. This book was released on 2019-12-17 with total page 515 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: I used to think everything was black and white, truth or lie, easy or hard, that if I could just escape my strict, overbearing, abusive father, my life would be perfect. But since I’ve found a reason to risk his wrath and leave, to help a friend in need, I’ve come to realize everything I thought I knew is wrong. Friends have their own agenda, honesty comes with a dosage of lie, easy doesn’t even exist, keeping secrets sucks, and love...love is the most painful thing of all. Maybe if Quinn Hamilton hadn’t asked me to skip classes for the day and help him pick out an engagement ring for my best friend, I wouldn’t have fallen for him so completely on that sunny Tuesday afternoon and I wouldn’t feel so conflicted. But I did, and I can’t take it back, no matter how hard I try. So I have to deal with the fact that even I’m not as good, or honest, or caring as I’d always thought I was, and no matter what I do next, someone’s going to get hurt. Probably me. -Zoey Blakeland

The Dwarf's Forbidden Love

Author : J. B. Black
Publisher :
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 178 pages
Book Rating : 4.7/5 (79 download)

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Download or read book The Dwarf's Forbidden Love written by J. B. Black and published by . This book was released on 2021-02-11 with total page 178 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: In war and love, all men have secrets. Javohir lost everything in the war. His mother died in its beginning, and right before the dragons forced a treaty between the dwarves and the humans who sought to take the wealth of their mountains, Javohir watched his brother die by a sadistic sorcerer. Struggling in the aftermath, love is the last thing he wants. Especially to fall in love with a druid, one of the few types of magic users to stay neutral during the war. But he hadn't prepared for Eoghan.Eoghan avoided people. A brand on his spine from an ex-lover and a path of dead bodies by that same man's hand told him the exact cost of his freedom, but if he must be alone, Eoghan will do the best he can with what he have - working hard to heal the forests and fields most hurt by the war.He couldn't afford love. Whoever grew close always ended up dead, so when he saw the handsome, gruff dwarf making the first merchant trek from the mountain since the war began, Eoghan intended to stay as far away as possible. A den of newborn wolf pups forced his hand, and touch-starved, Eoghan fumbled into a friendship too good to be true.When the knots of their past turn out to be more entwined than either could have predicted, will these two wounded men find true love? Or will their secrets tear them apart?

Forbidden Bound

Author : S L Davies
Publisher : Independently Published
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 164 pages
Book Rating : 4.5/5 (673 download)

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Download or read book Forbidden Bound written by S L Davies and published by Independently Published. This book was released on 2020-11-19 with total page 164 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Gage didn't know his father. It was just him and his mum growing up. The last place he ever expected to meet the man who helped create him was in prison.When Gage kills his stepfather whilst trying to protect his mother, he meets Holden. His father. Together their relationship becomes something forbidden, taboo and illegal. The question is will their relationship survive the test of prison life? And will they have the chance to live in freedom?This is a very taboo M/M relationship. It has triggering subjects, such as domestic violence, rape and abuse. Do not read this if you are easily offended.

Tough Guy

Author : Rachel Reid
Publisher : Carina Press
ISBN 13 : 1488068917
Total Pages : 290 pages
Book Rating : 4.4/5 (88 download)

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Download or read book Tough Guy written by Rachel Reid and published by Carina Press. This book was released on 2020-01-13 with total page 290 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: They have nothing in common—so why does Ryan feel most like himself with Fabian? Opposites attract in this steamy Game Changers romance from USA TODAY bestselling author Rachel Reid. Pro hockey star Ryan Price may be an enforcer, but off the ice he struggles with anxiety. Recently traded to Toronto, he’s determined to make a fresh start in the city’s dynamic LGBTQ+ Village. The last thing he expects to find in his new neighborhood is a blast from his past in the fabulous form of Fabian Salah. Aspiring musician Fabian loathes hockey. But that doesn’t stop him from being attracted to a certain burly ginger-bearded defenseman. He hasn’t forgotten the kiss they almost shared back in high school, and the chemistry between them has only intensified. Fabian is more than happy to be Ryan’s guide to the gay scene in Toronto. Between dance clubs and art exhibits—and the most amazing sex—Ryan’s feeling something he hasn’t experienced in a long time: joy. But playing the role of the heavy on the ice has taken its toll on his body and mind, and a future with Fabian may mean hanging up his skates for good. Game Changers Book 1: Game Changer Book 2: Heated Rivalry Book 3: Tough Guy Book 4: Common Goal Book 5: Role Model Book 6: The Long Game

Ever After

Author : Christina Lee
Publisher : Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
ISBN 13 : 9781986097086
Total Pages : 266 pages
Book Rating : 4.0/5 (97 download)

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Download or read book Ever After written by Christina Lee and published by Createspace Independent Publishing Platform. This book was released on 2018-02-27 with total page 266 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: As next in line for the Evergreen crown, Prince Merrick Davendall's future involves ruling, marriage, and producing an heir of his own. But he's long been tormented by desires that are far from princely. Especially when the beautiful Cassius is promoted to be his new valet, and Merrick is struck by a longing like never before-a longing to know him far beyond royal and servant. After his father's passing, Cassius Havendale's sole duty is to provide for his family. A promotion to serve a pampered prince is something he endures only for their sake. Surely Prince Merrick has no understanding of the true suffering of the common people, nor could he possibly understand what it's like to desperately desire something he cannot have. Except the prince is not at all what Cassius imagined. Kind, humorous, and caring to those in need, he also shares Cassius's affinity for the arts. In fact, Merrick understands his deepest vulnerabilities in a most remarkable way. As their affection deepens, the underlying tension between them becomes unbearable and they're unable to ignore it any longer. But when the queen prepares a lavish ball with all the eligible ladies in the land in attendance, Merrick must fulfill his obligations to his country, and Cassius has the needs of his family to consider. They've long known their stolen moments would have to come to an end, but are they ready to give up one another and the idea of a happily-ever-after? ***PLEASE NOTE: EVER AFTER is a romantic fairy tale-minus the magic-that features one compassionate prince, one brooding valet, and plenty of angsty, forbidden love. It's loosely based on a certain treasured fairy tale in a wintery make-believe setting that wouldn't be considered contemporary but also isn't based on any specific time period and doesn't play by any traditional rules. *Please be sure to read the Dear Reader letter in the book before you begin.

Forbidden

Author : Skyler Snow
Publisher :
ISBN 13 :
Total Pages : 174 pages
Book Rating : 4.6/5 (573 download)

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Download or read book Forbidden written by Skyler Snow and published by . This book was released on 2020-07-07 with total page 174 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Everyone knows you don't date your best friend's son. Right? Scott I would never do something like that... But when my best friend asks me if his son could stay for a few weeks until he got on his feet, the plan wasn't to fall for him. I know I should stay away from Elliot. He's half my age and I'm not even sure he's gay. But no matter how hard I try, all I can think about is making Elliot mine. Elliot I've known Scott all my life. He's been there for me and my dad countless times. So why do I suddenly have such a huge crush on him? Seeing him after my years away in college has changed everything. I can't stop looking at him. I can't stop thinking about him. His whole vibe screams Daddy and I'm officially confused. Am I falling in love with my dad's best friend?

Forbidden Bonds: Reforming the Paranormal Council Book One

Author : Sheri Eleese
Publisher : Reforming the Paranormal Counc
ISBN 13 : 9781777321727
Total Pages : 232 pages
Book Rating : 4.3/5 (217 download)

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Download or read book Forbidden Bonds: Reforming the Paranormal Council Book One written by Sheri Eleese and published by Reforming the Paranormal Counc. This book was released on 2020-09-08 with total page 232 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: When Two Forbidden Souls Unite, Governments FallLysander Galway belongs to one of the most powerful families of magic users. At birth, he was prophesied to have the paramount powers of this generation and the next; powers which would overturn the world. When his magic didn't manifest, his life became filled with dangers and threats from the magic user community; his biggest adversary being his own mother. His older brother, Bryan, has spent his lifetime protecting Lysander from his mother's machinations. Now Bryan is at risk and Lysander is determined to save his brother, whatever the cost. Roman, a vampire Prince, has lived over one thousand years. As a young vampire, Roman lost his family to deceit and treachery. Overnight, he became responsible for the safety and well-being of his people. His life consists of ruling over and providing for his coven, growing his business portfolio, and running his club, Darkness. He had long given up hope on ever finding his mate. Roman was not prepared for Lysander.Fate, sometimes, is a fickle mistress.

Unholy Desire

Author : Lynn Burke
Publisher : Lynn Burke
ISBN 13 : 9781955635172
Total Pages : 336 pages
Book Rating : 4.6/5 (351 download)

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Download or read book Unholy Desire written by Lynn Burke and published by Lynn Burke. This book was released on 2022-03 with total page 336 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: His presence fills the emptiness in my life, but my sinful nature longs for more. Every inch of him-in my heart, in my body, making me feel whole again. As an overseas missionary who leads lost souls toward salvation, it's imperative I live a godly existence, even in the midst of life-shattering grief. Returning to the States brings about a trial worse than the loss of love, and I'm faced with desire for someone forbidden to me by my church and the word of God. Aaron Weston. My best friend's son who is no longer a gangly teen. He makes me want things no newly widowed man should. His presence fills the emptiness in my life, but my sinful nature longs for more. Every inch of him-in my heart, in my body, making me feel whole again. Giving into the hunger of the flesh will take us down a path of immorality, one that goes against my strive for holiness. I lost my wife from focusing on promised riches in glory. And if I make the same mistake, I fear responsibility for the ruination of another soul.